number.six

2008-10-03T00:55:00.003+08:00

H E L L O s.

i'm back.
cus i want to show everyone the photo i love all these 20-4=16 years.
the naughty side of me that everyone dont know.

photo kinda vague but memory is still that vivid.
i pulled kim's hair cus he always bully me when we were young.
that's revenge on 1994's CNY.
AWW!
i miss him man!
anyway, happy 21st birthday KOR!!!

FYI, i really pull!!!
and he cried there after.
then aunties were asking me why you pull him?
cus i want revenge he keep bullied me!!
that's how innocent i were OMG.

2008-09-19T16:07:00.003+08:00

officially moved.

(elisha! i am not saying i am moving out of sembawang!) opps!

blog moved, i mean.

if you are smart you know where.
and if you're smarter you know what the exact address.

clap clap.

might switch back to BLOGSPOT for photos uploading, cus the new blog ~~sucks~~ at photos uploading. !

cheers and loves,

the blog owner.

xoxo.

2008-09-11T16:08:00.002+08:00

did i ever mention i found my concealor?
whatever.
anyway,
just as my concealor is back, i lost my dental floss.
and now i got it back somewhere in my bag,
i lost one side of my socks.
i didnt know how i lost it, but i know the last time i saw it,
it was somewhere in my bowling bag.
but it wasnt there anymore.
maybe had lost it at alley of safra yishun or at spgg itself.
whatever.
thanks god it was not my favourite socks that was lost.
whatever.

i might be moving to tumblr.
watch this space!

anyway,
g2g for some warm bath before setting off to meet karen at bedok to safra tamp for CL masters.
dad's so kind.
i love my daddy cus for once in my lifetime,
he spoon-ed 50bucks for me to bowl masters tonight!
love dad & wish me luck alright.
(:

2008-09-06T23:52:00.002+08:00

believe it or not,
i gonna to squeeze 3 entries into one.
[:

i'm on extreme cloud 9999999999999999999 today, because
i received this sms this morning when i woke up - by nicoleongthebytch.

"to all my lovely ladies!! MRS YOW HAS GIVEN BIRTH!! AND WE ALL KNOW IS A BOY! GRATS TO HER AND FAMILY AND ALSO US FOR BEING HER SON'S GOD-MAssss. lots love and cheers!"

- little one is finally arrive at earth! o6o9o8.
what a day to be born. SIX6SIX6SIX6.
[:

of cus' it was a reason to celebrate for!
and i am proud to be one of sebastian yow sheng an's godmassssssss!
he's loved by his dad and mum, his 2adorable sisters, sheryl and sarah,
his grandparents, uncles and aunties, cousins of adult age, nicoleong alexlim anthonylim sabrinaho samanthaho vivianyip nigelyip and also his beloved godmas - chaylenetan rinahow yvonneang xusihui and his 'handsome' godpas - andylim & roysonee.
L O V E S and B L E S S.

#random1
alright,
i let one thing off my shoulder the other day.
大哥 got to know about the things i wanted to tell him all along.
it wasnt me who get the ball rolling, but at least he gets what i wanted to tell him all along.
(shrugged shoudlers)
oh well, at least i FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE WHO AGREES WITH ME ALL THESE WHILEEEEEEEEEEEE.
whatever`

#random2
DARN!
i lost my concealer!!!
of all things, i lost that.
why can't it be the blunt eyeliner that i abandon in my closet but IT!
AWWWWWWWW!
any kind souls willing to sponsor me 30bucks to buy another concealer to cover my protruding eyebags and dark circles!!

#random3
GRATS TO ALL ALPHA-ians who make it to the next round
[:
fight hard!

#random4
pratassssssssss with bytch, bestfriend, chay and wenloong last night.
i enjoyed the companion!
(: (: (:

#random5
BESTFRIEND SCOLDED ME THAT DAY FOR THE 3RD TIME IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE 6 YEARS I KNOW HIM!
DARN!

#random6
i wanted to type f***tard for the previous 2 entries.
but i didnt.
f***tard.
(screams within me)

#random7
sorry bestfriend andy dolp and alex for waiting for me at starbucks just now,
and i wasnt able to meet you guys thereafter.
i am sorry!
):

for no reason, i got such a fierce sms from someone
and it was as if the sms blabbers vulgarities on me.
being thoughtful, and i got this shyt.
d***!

i ' m n o t h e r r e p l a c e m e n t.
if you ever thought of that, please!
i do have feelings.

sebastian yow is my new love.

2008-09-02T00:25:00.003+08:00

firstly,

zErO1 SEPTEMBER - teachers' day.

it never fail me to sms this little greeting to a fine lady i know all these years.

whom had coached me thru my PSLE and guided me thru the ups and downs of my teenage lifes.

she's more like a sister or a friend than a tutor (maybe due to the age difference)

oh well,

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY MRS YOW!!

may the little one be as sweet as the older 2.

may he be as clever as O N G N I C O L E.

and may he be as handsome as lex and nigel.

(and roysonEE, the little one can't be as handsome as you! stop dreaming, you arent that handsome!)

little one is coming to the world soon.

in days time i predict or maybe any seconds from now!!

the little one gonna be a princecharming!

and N I C O L E gonna get busy with the older 2.

nicoleongthenanny/babysiter.
oh well, i dont mind popping by your house to see those 2 girls.

went out with besties and sherman yesterday.

shenzhi's belated.!

SOYJOY [:

had ajiteh for dinner.

splendid with the taste of jap green tea~

the train ride home was horrible terrible vegetable.

the train jerked and stopped 3 times between somerset and orchard.

and the passengers nearly fall and collapsed onto one another!

that's how bad it was.

and the train gave up its passengers at newton due to some train's fault.
i am that reluctant to wait for 5 trains to get home by looking at the amount of people standing and waiting at the platform..

i gave up too.

took bus home.

what a f-up ride on a beautiful night.

RAH!

~~i wondered if i walked into Harry's last night,~~

~~what will happen to me?~~

~~drunk like last year?~~

many thoughts gushed through my mind then...
and i'm sure, you will be at the peak of your anger if you got to know i went drinking.

~~i promised you i wont and to behave myself.~~

~~i told myself,~~

~~now isnt the time to make myself drunk especially without bestfriends.~~

~~when bestfriends are all at tekong, i dont want to dial numbers to seek help home again.~~

~~but but but, i just need a drink.~~

at least i was sober last night.
just the thought of having a drink.

2008-08-31T01:27:00.002+08:00

yann and i have a project or to be exact plan to do up with,

and that's project/plan H.

in order to accomplish that project/plan H,

i shall need to save............

2.2k within 3.5 months by x'mas!

whatever!

i need to save and save and save all for project/plan H.

maybe asking dad to spoon out 0.7k for me.

friends around,

do remind me about my project/plan H if i ever start spending my ka-chings on shopping.

all shopping shall wait till project/plan H commences!

yea!

project S and plan H i shall call.!

anyway,

watched a channelU's show that night.

as the programme talks about people borned on the same year, same month and same day.

the episode was about this couple.

ohmygod.

the guy is soooooooooooooooooooooo sweet.

(envy)

and do you know,

they are studying in SP!!

yeah!

but of cus,

i made a little dreamy thought.

i'm looking for a same year same month same day boyfriend.

anyone?

ohmygod....

i dont remember knowing any guy with the same birthday as me,

needless to say same year.

unlessssss.........

Y V O N N E A N G volunteered to become a guy and give up vincentlim.!

ohmygod.

i predict a towel will soon throw right into my window once this entry is up.

ohmygod.!!

i'm dreaming.

2008-08-31T00:48:00.002+08:00

thirty eight kilometers.

38 km.

no doubt.

i cycled that distance today.

and now my thighs are freaking numb and they hurt badly.

i barely can move them, in order to save my OUCHings.

what a day to remember my 38km cycle with yann.

it was the first time i cycled with her.

first time, i cycled in the rain.

first time, i cycled such a long distance.

trust me!

what else have i not try other than..

cycling in the night - yes!

cycling in the rain - yes!

cycling in cold weather - no!

the places i cycled pass are indeed beautiful,

especially changi airport,

it's like a darling to me.

stan and ahtek know why!

down with sorethroat and had katong laksa for lunch.

great job!

we cycled like mad women...

the usual route out of east coast.

i really mean OUT.

bicycle kiosk to changi beach park.

that's about 19km for your info.

via cable ski park.

via bedok jetty

via sailing center.

via nsrcc.

via moe adventure camp.

via CHANGI AIRPORT.

via changi ferry terminal

& we reached CHANGI BEACH PARK.

yet,

we continute the journey till SAF ferry terminal.

which is about another 2.5km.

and loop-ed back.

and we were drenched along the way due to the pouring rain

which forced us to stop for shelter!!

met ping and shenzhi!

they were throwing bbq for shenzhi!

had dinner at the HK Cafe.

it took an hour for the food to come!!

AWW!

whatever.

presenting miss deziree wong yanping!

halfway there!

star alliance!!

and we counted down the distance to changi beach park

and there,
where it ends our 19km.

xoxo.

everyone went for the rsaf open house,
except me!
): ):

2008-08-29T22:54:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JONATHAN SONGREN LIM SHARMA!

& also,

HAPPY BEAUTIFUL 19H BIRTHDAY TO BESTIE TAN SHENZHI!!

xoxo,

do enjoy the bbq at ECP tomorrow.

DEATH RACE IS SUPER DUPER NICE!!!

(thumbs up!)

is reallllllllllllllllllllllllly that nice!

as some might know,

i aint that kind of person that are really into car-racing or action-pack movie.

AND HERE I AM,

praising the great work of the director of DEATH RACE

(what's his name!?)

Paul W.S. Anderson , yeap!

GRAB YOUR TICKETs AND HAVE A SEAT TO ENJOY THIS ROLLER COASTER RIDE OF THE DEADLY CAR-RACING ACTION IN CINEMA!!!

meet dave with dear at ehub!

stupid but much hilarious.

i wrapped singapore in hours.

nothing much to boast about either.

from home,

to bugis to meet dear.

then to ehub.

and to clementi to meet sihui for dinner

and lastly to SPGG to watch them bowl league.

i bowled today.

at least my finger isnt much a problem now.

met SAPPHIRE for dinner.

oh well,

i watched them eat.

then after,

they came my house SLACK-ed, 38-ed.

tomorrow gonna be a sporty day for yann & me.

(: (: (:

又有好朋友问,我们怎么了?
我什么也没说,只是对着她们笑..
我还能说什么?
~~sometimes,~~

~~i just dont get it.~~

~~why must i attend to your needs and answers all your Q&As all the time.~~

i felt like i am _____.

i dont know what to put into the blank.

AWW!

whatever.

to a old friend of mine,

大哥,
如果有一天你发现或知道,
那个人其实就是你的好朋友.

请不要怪我没跟你说.

因为我开不了口.

since my birthday.

2008-08-26T17:35:00.002+08:00

let's spell holidays.

H O L I D A Ys!

yeah man!

it's here.

my 6.5 weeks of hols are here!!!

i had sunk myself in to the holiday-mood since last night.

i gave up mugging on contract admin at 6pm since nothing gonna go into my brain,

and thankful that N I C O L E O N G called.

and we were so bored that we called C H A Y L E N E T A N.

guess what we did?

N I C O L E O N G fetched me from home to Alpha,

and we picked C H A Y L E N E T A N up,

packed dinner & ONG drove us to CHAY's house.

J O A N was there too.

1 table with 4 people!

we mahjong-ed 2 rounds.

won quite a BIG SHARE!

i swear!

but CHAY is the BIG WINNER,

she was stuck being a banker for like 5 to 6 times!

omgggggggg.

contract admin & costing.

(thumbs up!)

i wished i could score as much to pull up my lousy termtest.

AWW!

i think mum was like on cloud 9999999999,

all i told her was i needed some cash for my dental appointment and a hair cut today.
she gave me 150.

that's pretty much for dental and a haircut, boy!

my dentist is such a niceeeeeeeeeeeeee lady.

guess what!

first time in my entire 20 years,

i dare to declare i LOVE GOING TO THE DENTIST.

cus' she's such a sweet lady.

she's reallllllllllllllllly verrrrrrrrrrrrrry niccccccccccce.!

NTUC DENTAL @ AMK HUB.

she's sooooooooooooooooo sweet.

i'm like helping them to advertise.

OMGGGGGGG.

i'm sounding like one ~~l e s b i a n.~~

(despite having 3 different dental equipments stuffed into my mouth!)

had my fringe cut.

rebond-ed it.

i looked more like a ~~nerrrrrrrrrrrd~~ now.

omggggggggg.

i wondered the reaction i get when i meet my friends soon.

anyw,

i was browsing thru september issue of SIMPLY HER.

and i saw this interesting article.

HOW DO YOU DOODLE?

MEANINGLESS SCRIBBLES - UNTANGLE THE DEPTHS OF YOUR UNCONSCIOUS MIND!
these scribbles are telling you something about your hidden desires, fantasies, dears or even the way you cope with life in general.

3 steps to unravel your hidden side!!

step1: how you draw your doodles?
HEAVY LINEs: you're forceful and aggressive, even uptight.

LIGHT LINEs: hesitant, indecisive, shy or someone who's flexible and adaptable.

HORIZONTAL LINEs: you are more feminine and self protective.

VERTICAL LINEs: masculine and assertive.

LARGE DOODLEs: sign of showing off, mask an inferiority complex

SMALL DOODLEs: depressed or feel inadequate.

step2: what you usually draw?

CIRCLE: enjoy being alone, feels like cutting connection off with the outside world.

SQUARES: practical, down to earth realist.

SQUARES WITHIN SQUARES: self-starter, dependable, others rely on you to solve a problem

SQUARES WITH CRISS CROSS OR DIAGONAL LINES: gifted with ability to cope with life's complexity and able to handle them

ARROWS: these show you have tremedous drive, determination and energy

CUBES (or 3D figures) : like to get to the bottom of things

LADDERS/STEPS: strong desire to move up in the world

SHADED DOTS: deep thinker

SPIDERWEBS: seeking ways to broaden your horizons and improve yourself.

step3: what else appears in your doodles?

APPLE: wise and loving doodler. apple eaten = large sexual appetite.

CLOCK: conscious of wasting time

EYES: small = self absorbed, large = suspiciousm hyper senstive.

HEARTS: love.

PALM TREE: isolated, lonely, need to escape

RECTANGLES: secure

TRIANGLES: powerful or restless.

wonder what am i.....

alright,

dinner time with Y A N N.

movie ; DEATH RACE with yulong.

ages since we met!

i heard this from FMradio.
one way street.

stubborn cars tried driving to and fro.

accident will happened.

read between the lines.
chances of meeting is that much,

if you insist of doing so.

a choice of the two.

sony ericsson g900 or samsung f480?

2008-08-24T23:31:00.002+08:00

firstly,

HAPPY BELATED 20TH TO ROOMIE.adeline! (17 Aug)

thanks for sharing the room with me,

for crapping, laming with me everynight.

for lending me your moisturiser and everything!

and tolerate my looooooooooooooong bathtub session during the OITP trip to China.

HAPPY BELATED 20TH TO TAMMY. (18 Aug)

xoxo. [:

HAPPY BELATED 19TH TO JUNHAO (20 Aug)

HAPPY BELATED 19TH TO JESSILYN YEONG! (22 Aug)

omgggggggg.

do find a good boyfriend soon!

abandon all those silly nonsense crap of the past.

move' on [:

HAPPY BELATED 18TH TO MY 儿子.

HAPPY BELATED 20TH TO MELYVN LEONG.

& today,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BRUDDEEEEEEEER,

STANLEY HO KITLAM.

hmmm, i cant find the photo i took with you before i fly off.

but i manage to dig this photo out from my photobucket.

the nerd-ies.

misses.

omgggggggg.

you turned 19th, and bloody please behave and act like one.

work hard towards your GOAL in everything you do.

AND LASTLY, FASTER FIND GIRLFRIEND LAHS!

DONT KEEP SAYING YOU SCARE TO COMMIT OR WHAT SHYT.

you sounds more like a girl SIA!

i'm back with a decent post.

being busy with :

a) examsssssss and i am down with one more to go!

& i declared HOLIDAY in less than 36 hours time.

b) hanging out at alpha

c) meet the girls for tammy's birthday.

d) mugging at home.

e) slack

f) league @ safra tampines

g) fireworks

h) mahjong

i am down with contract admin & costing!

and i shall say goodbye to mr ong's memorable lesson.

he is a very good lecturer!!

bowled league that thursday.

& to my greatest horroRRRRRRR,

my finger swell again.

and it hurts.

oh great.!

fireworks with dear last night.

it was norm,

but i still prefer the one i saw last year.

suppose to meet OXIFIED then.
but all headed home in different funny directions.
!!!
greatly thanks to chauffeur derrick renjie nicole & royson.
and due to my absence, i did not make the "cut" to be sitting at nic's EGGY mazda2 home,
nor bestfriend's cefiro, despite a couple of empty seats in the 4 cars!
): ): ):
but the bus ride with dear was indeed interesting!
cus' we........
bytched toooooooooooooo much.

alright,
turning in soon.
i didnt sleep well the night before.
AWW!!
i had been listening to music that are real addicting like the olympics was.
AWW!! COOL!
i need lullaby tonight.
):

save your breathe,
i didnt ask for an explanation.
and you dont owe me any neither.

2008-08-16T14:24:00.003+08:00

mugging for EA&Marketing is a stuggle, but i believed i'm doing fine.
REAL FINE that i might consider meeting jon and lurvies to study out at tiong's BK
AWW!

olympics is soooooooooooo addictive.
i cant stay out of sight of the games.
especially tennis and my all-time favourite - triple jump.
(nicoleong, rinahow & chaytan; dont shoot me with that look! you girls are thinking i am weirdo, i know, you girls said it last night!)

Nadal made it to FINALs!
WOOHOO!
anyway, grats to TEAMSINGAPORE t-TENNIS,
for making to the finals.
glory after ages.

i need some distressings!
antidote for exams.

random note :
i'm using a wooden pencil for my notes making for EA. how random!
and it became blunt. HOW RANDOM!
i began finding for the sharperner.
how random!
RETRO?
shall try using wooden pencil for a week
RANDOM + RANDOM = SUPER RANDOM!
[:

2008-08-15T12:45:00.002+08:00

3 more days to EA & Marketing paper.
5 more days to MBS paper.
11 more days to Contract Admin & Costing paper.
woohoo!
god bless.
i haven touch much on all.
): ): ):

but anyway,
i manage to come out of the computer lab alive yesterday!
despite giving back the 12 marks.
(:
there's a dilemma.
shock grabbed me before the paper,

linda: sihui, did you study for theory?
me: GOT THEORY MEHS?
linda: yes.
me: OH SHYT!
linda: nvm lahs, we access blackboard for answer.
me: sure not?
linda: mr chow said so.

then at least i am safe.
(:
but.....
at computer lab itself,

mr singh: ... you people cannot use the net for reference.
jianliang: but mr chow said can.
mr singh: no you cannot, if can it will be open book.
jianliang: but he say can!
so, their conversation went on, and we were not be given any access to the net for theory.
so god bless me!

meet karen & xiaobai after the paper.
accompanied xiaobai to drill her twistedfury.
okay, i saw smashzone! but aint for me!
): ): ):

had sakae sushi @ bugis for dinner.

uh.. not a very nice photo thou.
the food there is horribleeeeeeeee.
the chanwanmushi looks like it have gel or glue on the top layer!
and the crabmeat taste like flour?
o.o

but anyway,
i finally got hold xiaobai's photo,
it has been tons of years since can take a close up photo of hers!

she doesnt even know i took it, cus she was crapping on the phone with her friend!

we went back GG for training.
okay i went as according to the statement i said the other day.
TEAM TRAINING!
(:
i got a new line to play again.
i am back to board 29.
oh dear.
just to realise we 3 have the same shoes but different colours!

guess which is mine? karen? xiaobai?
(:

my day ended off with CL at Cdans & a smile.
love today.
enjoy today.

L O V Es.

2008-08-13T20:43:00.004+08:00

after soooooooooooooooooo donkey long,
yann finally edit and load the video which we took in the cablecar on her birthday celebration.!
hmm, that is like 4 months ago!?!?!?
how busy can this nyp business student be man!?!?

okay,
so this is the video!

anyway,
WATCH OUT FOR JIAYI & XINGLIN IN THE VIDEO!!
omggggggggg man!

she fast forward our ~~bytchins.~~

and i am freaking nervous that i kept touching my cap!!

& YANN! you ate the cake without taking the plastic off !!

OMG.

thanks for fast forwarding the part when i blabbered my PHILOSOPHY OF LOVE,

which was my wish for you and momo.

alright!?

you girls exposed my secret!

AWW!!

(: (: (:

LOVES.

2008-08-13T00:27:00.002+08:00

first time in my 3 years in poly,

after a paper,

i saw the word 死(dead) right infront of me.

that's how bad i did for Land Planning today.

ohwell,

the paper is ~~easy piece of shyt~~,

but all of us just didnt get it right.

my short term memory that just deny me from remembering the facts.

i was like,

shyt man! i think i gonna flung this paper. first time in my 3 years, i see the word right infront of me! AWW!

and hafidh was like,

huh? you 3 years you AWW! i 4 years in poly, first time see the same word as you.

oh, how crap landplanning gonna be.

even my OITP-mates (kailing & jianming) who are both academically excel told me this,

shyt lahs! i cant finish the paper lehs!!

what's more to say!?

and since we got no important paper till next monday,

(IT PFM is not important, marks my words!)

so the guys headed to the basket-ball court for some shooting game!

and thanks to jon for his iphone, which kept me accompany through out their game.

and drizzling forced the guys to stop and we headed to the badminton court.

anyway, i bet the iphone must be feeling irritated cus i kept switching songs.

AWW!

badminton a little then.

it was fun.

ages since i last touched.

nope. months ago.

as usual,

badminton makes me EMO.

i miss alpha's court.

i miss the alpha seniors.

i miss us crapping around the court.

i miss so much stuffs about alpha!

then in the night,

met chia and jon at yishun,

along with amos and yuyu.

GUESS WHERE ON EARTH WE WENT ON A TUESDAY NIGHT!?

***

****

*****

****

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GEYLANG!

for?

=D =D =D

and amos brought us around like some tour guide!

it was really an eye open experience.

you know what i mean?

lorong 14 16 18 .

oh well...

team training starts this thursssssssss.

i gonna miss it.

chaylene tan!

you have my heart.

i felt for you.

i believe he loves you more than it.

& GIRLSSSSSSS!

let's starts 38-ing one day, i miss it!

alright,
turning in soon.
my mind is tired,
so is my eyes.!
AWW!
good night all.
LOVES.

sometimes,
a hug is all it needs.

2008-08-10T21:56:00.002+08:00

what a weekend, getaway from the piles of notes.

happy birthday to Singapore, Mavis & Joyce (belated!)

happy birthday to CHIA XINGLIN!

i had such a wonderful weekend getaway.

had brunch with nicoleong at donut empire down at my block on friday.

chay couldnt make it, so was von and rina.

but, we did lots of bytch-ing and tons of catching up.

it was indeed a brunch to remember.

and she didnt drove her EGG out so i didnt manage to have a ride from her

yeah!

even Auntie Sue got the joke from us!?

she asked nic,

arent you driving your egg out today?

GOTCHA!

FYI, the EGG refers to her white MADZA2

from Auntie Sue for her belated birthday present!

went to MS mac for mugging with Shenzhi.

obviously we MUG-ed.

and did a little shopping then.

met up with chia, jon & amos for movie.

journey to the center of the earth.

well, i tend to keep the name short by saying,

journey to the earth.

oh well, I AM SO CLEVER!

the movie was excellent.

it was as if i took a roller coaster ride for the hour and a half then.

JONATHAN SONGREN LIM SHARMA!

the movie was nice cus we watched together!

went to selegie for supper.

tauhuay. soyamilk. youtiao. eggtart.

not forgetting to mention our dinner at 老北京!

its me and my favourite dessert of all time - 杨枝甘露!

national day was almost dateless for me.

went down to Safra Yishun at a very last minute thingy.

derrick ahsiao bert & lynal were bowling for the national day funbowl event there.

oh well, they came in SECOND!

and derrick won 50bucks for having men's high game - 235

and lynal lost to him by 1 pin for the high game

& it seems the recent tournament,

everyone is missing by 1 pin to the top.

for example,

(a) choo short of 1 pin to make it to direct-entry for the top4 seeded school team.

(b) wayne short of 1 pin to pair up with lynal's pinfall for mens open in SPGG Championship a fortnight ago.

(d) lynal being short of a single pin to high game.

and there's one more, but i just cannot remember

poor me and my memory!

lynal drove us down to SPGG.

they bowled a couple of games.

while i was tempted to bowl two games.

I WAS GIVEN THE PERMISSION BY TECK CHAI TO BOWL!

cus' my blue-black subsided despite a little pain and swell there.

I BOWLED!

catched the love guru with ahsiao, bert, lester, derrick & lynal.

never knew,

phone booking is that complicated.

*shake head*

anyway, the movie was nice and EDUCATIONAL.

i learnt quite abit from there!

you just cant stop laughing from there.

seriously i dont even mind watching this 2 movies again!

real nice!

(thumbs up)

alpha meeting in the morning.

FINALLY,

i get to see my brothers BOTAK!

anyway, you guys are still as handsome as before,

trust me.!

mahjong with gran, kim & daryl.

lost like 20bucks and mum was there to save my day.

and my luck today was DEAD.

it is always short of THAT certain tile to win, and gran got it before me!

RAH!

that's how bad my luck was today.

hmph!

alright,

i shall get my head stick back to the television with the match.

it's boring anyway.

hotspurs vs roma are much more exciting.

RAH!

whatever.

mugging starts tomorow.!

mug mug mug.

we were like 2 stubborn little kids refusing to speak.

2008-08-08T00:18:00.007+08:00

what a nice date to blog.

o8o8o8.

t.y.v.m

(for ignoring me again ; at the alley.)

with much hatred.

2008-08-07T00:17:00.003+08:00

i swear this gonna be more of a venting-anger post than anything else.

feverish & headache.
i might caught a cold now.
oh well, in the midst of exam period!
this is classified as EXAM FEVER.
period.
at least the vomitting sickness aint here as yet.
oh please, i prayed to god (free thinker's god i am refering to) this vomitting sydrome of mine will not come to me again.
!!!

to someone out there,

when i said i am sick just now, i meant it.
i was feeling feverish & the headache is killing me then.
you think i am joking and started making fun out of my appearance today.
your eyes are green that's why you are sick?
just because the eyeshadow i put on today is green, doesnt mean that green is for SICK okay!?
whatever, you might not get a chance to see this at all.

and to whoever are left at the alley after the league, all bloody thinks that i am a villain just because they saw you storming out of the alley right after talking to me.
thus to their inference skill, i was the one who made you angry.
!!
8 out of the 11 people (excluding me of cus') left in the alley approached me and asked.
you know how damn irritating it is?
for that shyting 5 to 10 minutes, i had been hearing,
WHAT HAPPENED?
WHY HE STORMED OFF?
WHY HE GO OFF WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING?
WHY HE NEVER SEND YOU HOME?
WHY YOU NEVER FOLLOW HIM HOME?
YOU MAKE HIM ANGRY?
I DONT KNOW ANYTHING, YOU ASK SIHUI, SHE WAS TALKING TO HIM BEFORE HE WALKED OUT.

HOW and what you want me to reply them?
!!

ah ba ah ba ah ba..!
sometimes,
i just dont want others to feel nor think that i am fully dependent on you for a ride home whenever we met.
i dont want to trouble you all the time.
as if you're my sugar-daddy or sugar-brother or otherwise.
whatever.
even my parents wondered why i took public transport home today when i reached home at 12!?!?
they are thinking otherwise - the usual way.

i am just venting my anger.
RAH!

i'm wishing for my finger to get well soon,
so i can bowl!
(: (: (:

2008-08-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

o4o8o8.

this post is dedicated to my president - elisha lim ee ching the cowmoomoo.(i told you i will screenshot!)

and this is what i got from my vicepresident last night about the outcome.

and to whichever bowlers from SP,
for the question i put in my personal message,
i aint refering to myself okay?
so the person is not me,
it gonna be the president herself!
she said it herself!
SEE THE TOP!(:

* * *

i wanted to blog about this long ago,
about my feelings recently.
just so happen that a longlost friend of mine talked to me in msn just now,
and i realised he had seen my blog.
and this message is to him regardless if he gonna see it again.
(i think you know who you are..)

one year ago,i told you, i wasnt prepared.
and it hurts you, i bet so.
then, we went on separate ways thereafter.
i never knew how you feel about it.
not until now when i am in your shoes going through almost the same shyt we had last year.
and tada! this is how i am feeling now - bad. real bad.
i felt so deep-shyt.

# c r u s h e d

thank you for telling me,
i need not wait for the months to pass by.
cus' you will always be around me,
i guess as much.
& i miss you badly.

2008-08-04T20:26:00.003+08:00

oh great!
i just dirtied my laptop case with the bits and pieces of my dinner - tiramisu from coffeebean.
oh shyt.
oh yeap, i am coffeebeaning now with yann's bag.
she's gone to the bookstore to grab something,
she is always going to the bookstore for something whenever we coffeebean-ed.
i wondered what she is bringing back this time?
:x

quite a series of things happen today.
the good and the bad.
i overslept.
sheenaNG msged me in the morning like a panic-striken kid crying for help.
!
bumped into Mr Loo and he said this,
your batch is the last batch to go china.
so i was like hmm.. so was is it good that i belongs to the last batch to go china for ITP???
mahjong with monkey stan & choo before training starts.
i won $10 despite the "zha hu".
oh well, my mistake.
see the tiles wrongly
:x
if not i will have won 30bucks.
oh bullshyt.
!!
boys team came out today.
jonathan derrick monkey zul ahsiao bert stan choo josh & khaz.
so, TEAM SP CHIONG!!
(: (: (:

alright,
shall mug into my gems ppt !
mugger for a month. !

(okay, guess what? DEZIREE WONG YAN PING CAME BACK WITH A NOTEBOOK!)

re-occurance.

2008-08-02T23:49:00.003+08:00

a re-edit post.

dang dang dang!

championship over, doubles challenge too.
congrats to lynal for winning mens' open, and to his mum for winning ladies' open.
(:
& also,
congrats to derrick & jonathan for crowning spb doubles!
(:

with these 2 over,
time to mug.
MUG MUG MUG!!

2008-08-02T11:38:00.002+08:00

i did a great job once again.
there goes my sunday doubles challenge.
wts.

never assume.
so i assumed my finger was alright, as there isnt any pain despite the little "hump".
thus, i bowled 2 games with my new pinkdot, was just trying out.
(:
yeah. i got a new ball - secondhand.
thanks josh for drilling the thumb & middle finger hole.
while i drilled my OWN RING FINGER HOLE.
(: (:

and so,
there goes my injured finger again.
i doubt it will heal that fast.
no bowling for me until it really recovers, hopefully before exam ends.
then TEAM TRAINING COMMENCES!
(:

went down yesterday as mentioned.
the guys did quite well, so was ELISHA LIM.
she was on the top of the table. (:
had supper with bert, ahsiao, lester & lynal at Carl's Jr @ ECP.

oh well,
part 2 shall kick in in 3 hours time.
all the best to all mens and ladies open!
(: (:

2008-08-01T13:32:00.002+08:00

i was being asked by justina.maomaochong to do this!

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
i wont want to talk to him. of cus' freaking angry!

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what dream would it be?
hope that finger wasnt injured during championship.

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
AT FLYER ITSELF!

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
sometimes

5. What’s your ideal lover like?
hmm. fun-loving. show a lot of care & concern

6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
being love by the person you love :X
does that answer the question. (:

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
depends.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
if you truely love someone, you dont ask for anything in return.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
FYP. and stupiddumbdumb finger!

10. Is being tagged fun?
depends.

11. How do you see yourself in 10 yrs’ time?
good career & family?

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family n friends. (:

13. How do you find the person who tagged you?
fun-loving. (:

14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
i read alternate. so is rich and married (:

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
check if there is any missed call or sms while i was sleeping. or even before that, snooze my alarm, of cus!

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
depends if is it worth.

17. If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
OMS. the one who care for me more & understands me.

18. What type of frens do you like?
fun-loving.

19. what type of frens do you dislike?
they think they are inferior.

20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?
BOTH!

skipped school today.
hopefully Mr Yeo not gonna kill me for not coming his class today, when i see him later at the alley.

gran's back!
after 1 month.
(: (:
shall kick-in some mahjong time with her soon!
(: (:

caught money not enough2 with my class people.
fish spa cancel!
):
its been a long time since i went out with such a big group HUH?
13 of us!
alan lurvies jon kaihui linda yuzhi yirong jessica gladys chifoong amos gla's friend & me!

this movie is extremely nice can.
i shall say better than redcliff & batman.
we just cant stop laughing.
and and yirong gladys and i CRIED!? OMG.

and and and,
sorry if i have say anything wrong, but seriously i think batman is draggy.
& jon i know what you want, I WATCH WITH THE WRONG PERSON.
and now i watched with you guys, that's why this movie is thumbsup.
yayaya. whatever!

alright,
got to go soon.
shall pop by the alley to see who's there,
and hopefully do a little bit of revision.
darn!
tests and exams in few weeks time.
mug mug mug!
and I WILL BOWL LATER.
MY FINGER CANT RESIST THE TEMPTATION TO BOWL!
AWW!
doubles this sunday (: (:
team wackylicious!!

i need a break.
i miss my girls.
jas von & nic's school starting next next week.
rina's school starting mid-aug.
oh well, i still got chay!
and also,
my BOTAK brotherssssssssss!
ROYSON EE RUI SHENG IS BOOKING OUT TODAY.
i miss him real bad.
finally after 2 weeks, i got to see him.
I BET YOU MISS ME TOO!?!?
(: (: (:

loves,
me.

2008-07-28T23:02:00.005+08:00

you told me something that night.

30 odd weeks.

that's 8 months for your info.

ya, i did say i dont care nor give a shyt about it,
but infact, i do care. i mind alot.

what to do when having you absent from my life for so long.

i hope it is really like what you say, maybe.

maybe.

2008-07-27T22:44:00.003+08:00

i will like to heavily congrats LESTER LOW

for winning the 7th SPGG Championship 2008 Youth Masters

MY BUILDING SERVICES LECTURER MR YEO HK

for winning the Graded Masters.

(: (: (:

and to the rest of the finalists for the masters,

you guys did a great job too.

(: (: (:

just came back from town with the NEWLY-CROWN YOUTH CHAMPION, bert & aiting.
since a looooooooooooooooooooooooooong time since i went to town to shop properly.
RAH! but that was indeed nice!!
(:

it was kind of fruitful cus' I MANAGE TO EAT TCC!!
my macaroni gratin! being ages since i last ate it!
*woots!!*
but on the other hand, it was ): ):
my search for a new wallet is very ~~disgusting-ly annoying.~~
i managed to find a red braun buffel wallet that suits my liking.
hmm..
what a bad search.
*pouts*

7th SPGG Champ'ship 2008 for Youth, Graded & Senior Masters ended.
leaving Men's & Ladies' Open for next week.
Prize Presentation & Banquet too.

omgggggggggggggggg.
i still cant bowl.!!!
RAH!
i hope, seriously i hope my middle finger will recover by this sunday.
SPB Doubles Challenge with Xiaohui.
(: (:
i cant wait.!

i still got the freaking urge to bowl.
):
*pouts*

The thing about love is I never saw it comin'
You kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wonderin'
Is this true, I wanna hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Get just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are
Tellin me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say It Again

The thing about you
Is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really wanna let you
Open that door
And walk into my life

And it feels like
It's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never
In my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

marie digby - say it again

oh well.
firdhaus if you are reading this..
i can tell you,
i found the words you told me a couple of days ago
being true for today.
(:

2008-07-26T15:01:00.003+08:00

sihui, you did a great job.
*thumbs up*
you are advised to refrain from bowling for a week or so.
well done!

my frigging middle finger is swollen.
i cant even have it straighten, neither have it bend.
veins can be seen popping out.
anyway, thanks teck chye for applying the whatever medicine for me.
i am bearing with the pain while typing this whole blog entry.
(clap clap!)
and i cant bowl now!
wth!
at least mine isnt as swollen as someone's pig leg.
huh! SHEENA NG.!!
thanks for reminding me in msn ARH!?

sheena: not going out today?
me: later going my friend's birthday.
sheena: ohh
me: you?
sheena: i thought you going to bowl..i going my grandpa's house.
me: no lahs! i cant bowl!!

AWW!!

champ'ship left with a week.
i got kicked out of ladies' open
oh well.
i cant bowl!
fcuk!
youth and graded masters' tomorrow.
for youth, top 10 qualifier are all SP BOWLERS except the one at the top and somewhere in the middle
o.o
LESTER LOW GHIM THIA with 846 pinfalls.
and NG TIAC PIN!
as for graded,
Mr Yeo is the top qualifier follow by ELISHA LIM EECHING!!
oh well, i am going down tomorrow to support!
AWW!! tomorrow is a whole day thing at SPGG.
GOOD LUCK PEOPLE! (: (: (:

went cathay with bert, louis & lester.
suppose to have B&J for light supper before the guys wanted to catch a movie.
but the queue is freakkkkkkking long.
AWW!!
thank god that jon called.
i am craving for food before my stupiddumbdumb gastric surfaced again!
AWW!!

went newton circus thereafter.
jon kaihui jianliang and me.
chia suppose to come, but she didnt.
):
omgggggg.
my so unglam moment caught on sight by my nice classmates!!
& they came to know that..........
i eat alot.
RAH!
but anyway its a night to remember. (:

photos of yesterday ;;

tan kaihui aka HOLY MOTHER!!
i dont know why alan called her that either!?

jon and jianliang.

what a nice photo of himself.
but silly him stained his $100 CK top!
according to jon.

anyway,
a photo to show you guys what happen during building services that leads me laugh laugh laugh laugh non-stop.

amos tan jianliang!!
he claimed to be little red riding hood!
the whole conversation between him and jon just makes me laugh.

jon : what you doing?
jl: i am little red riding hood. later i need to go distribute hongbaos (doing the carrying of the big santa' claus 's sack)

i know it's kind of -_- but, jianliang said it the way that it's soooooo funny!!

alright, i got to go soon.
going ahtum's 21st birthday celebration.!!

omggggggg
1 more week to bestfriend's return from tekong.
):
i miss him!

i heard something that night,

tell me this was what i wanna hear all along,

all these months.

i cant confirm certain things about it,

but friends assured me.

not one but 5 of them.

my mind just wondered if she was talking about us or someone else.

whirlpool.

seriously, i wasnt even happy at all to listen about this.

why!?

jason mraz - i'm yours.

I WANT TO BOWL!!

2008-07-24T10:48:00.002+08:00

we chatted,

we laughed,

we shouted,

we teased

like 2 small kids in their innocence days.

i wondered.

2008-07-23T20:54:00.002+08:00

not that i just cant stop whining,
but it seems that year 3 is becoming more of a dread than anything else that are not working in my life.
(sigh-)
that's very bad.

while you cleared away the projects&presentations that were due,
then came another pile.
have you wondered when will you ever have the time to concentrate on your studies ; tests and exams which are knocking your doors in 1 month time.
OMGGGG.

i am living behind time, behind those chapters lecturers are teaching.
i am a lost kid ; lost in my own lecture notes.
telling myself to study hard and pay attention in class before the year starts was bullshyt and crap.
AWW!!
oh well,
time to start studying after next week or the week after,
after SPGG champs draw to an end? maybe.

anyway,
everyone has been busy with the championship !
so busy that they are either coming down to the alley everyday after class to check their position in their respective division or coming down to bowl MQs.

life's busy with bowling as usual.
ELISHA LIM EE CHING THE COW PUSHED ME DOWN TO 4TH FOR LADIES' OPEN!!
whatever, let nature takes its course.!
(: (: (:

good luck to all SPB bowlers taking part in the SPGG Champ'ship (:

after championship will be doubles challenge,
and after doubles challenge is exams,
and after exams will be HOLIDAYS and mark the start of the very first team training!!!
i cant wait to see and bowl with xiaohui & karen!!
oh well..

photos of 2 weeks ago @ airport.
it has been 2 weeks since gran left for haikou!
):

leehuibing said she is blending into the decorations!!

then, me and my shortshort fringe!
RAH!

step emo cum happy!
:X

& i dont understand some people.
i am doubting my knowledge about how old that person is.
just because gran is overseas, and she bloody took this chance to chase someone out of the house.
i was like WTF.
not that because someone is coming over to my house to stay just because of this and i got so pissed off, but the fact after all these years that she is forever ill-treating her. DARN!
i hate her thou she is not very near-related to me. BUT DARN!
she is too old to be call a bitch!
wtf!

jon; i saw your blog. & i think i kicked your ass then, and not the other way round.
): but i bowled like shyt. wtf.

2008-07-20T20:21:00.004+08:00

photos of yesterday.

didnt took much photos due to the pouring rain.

even having a seat is so ~~rottenluck.~~

what a time to rain.

oh well,
i had such a nice and enjoyable weekend.
(:
love my classmates to bits and pieces of them
thanks chia, jianliang, yuzhi, linda, alan, chifoong & jon.

had our class bbq combine with 3a06 at pasir ris park.
(:
it turned out to be quite a waste as it was pouring through-out the whole bbq.
thanks to jianliang for sheltering me & linda with the umbrella while we eat.
poor jon!

he was drenched from top to toe

from the very moment we stepped to the pit

till the sky stopped falling water!
& chia. you are quite smart to get gabage bag to cover yourself up!
and thanks for the damp-bbq marshmellows.
(:

went off to ehub then after.

walked around.

wanted to bowl,

but the heavy traffic there

and the large amount of people on the waiting list just drowned my excitement.

dang!

k-boxing was on the rest's mind.

but yet again, the heavy number pf patrons forced us or the others only to have a room after 12midnight.

like WTH can!?

after having much thoughts and murdering much braincells.

we headed to kbox @ lucky chinatown.

sang for 4 hours!

and to jon's place.

he dueled me to challenge of Wii Bowling!

oh well, i won him thrice.!

and i challenged him with Wii Baseball.

shyt, i shouldn have done so.

i won him in the first game

1-2.

but the next match was a total disastrous thrashing.

8-0!

WTH!!

by the time, the match finished, everyone had eventually fallen asleep.

and we had breakfast at King Albert Park's Mac.

and this is for you, jon.!

cabbed home.

TIRED!

never slept for the past 21hours.

met dear at 1400 at queens.

walked around.

i saw one frigging nice dress!

but dear said its too formal!

): ): ):

i need one frigging dress for terence's wedding!

HMPH!

alright,

i shall get some more sleep.

no training tomorrow.

IT presentation this week.

rah!

he is not being restrictive,

he is just being concerned.

if that is what you call restrictive,

then what about you asking me not to this nor that?

i shouldn feel this way.

cus if i do, i am just being you.

ignorant and not understanding.

what's the difference then?

2008-07-18T13:19:00.002+08:00

i am moving out of sembawang!
(:

and photos of my new flat as below ;
my parents caught me by surprise.
they didnt say anything about it until days ago.!!
imagine my SHOCK!!
its OMT.!

it's very well-furnished right!?

the showflat model.

*

**

***

**

*

anyway it was just a joke.
I AM STILL STAYING AT SEMBAWANG!
=D
TALA~

its just the showflat that we went that day for estate's field trip
and the guys just lame around in the showflat, you will know what i mean..

linda in constipation.

and when jon becomes alittle bit wrong in his brain.

that's the showroom's shirt on display for your info.
the towel too.

the emo king of my class - CHENG JUNJIE!
or maybe he's just step-emo.

they look like one couple who are interested in buying the condo!

i am beginning to doubt jon's camera skills.

alright. shall stop the lame stuffs we did that day at the showflat.

week had been different and busy.

its' bowling as mention.

BE Wacky Carnival on Wednesday, bowling. dinner & movie with bert & lester.

seriously, RED CLIFF is not that worth to watch.

it's boring for us, that bert fell asleep then.

ohhhhhhhhh too bad.

friday is a long day out.

presentation for BS!

swim after class with jon, lurvies & her friend, charlene.

bowl for SPGG Championships MQ - 666 pinfalls for 4 games.

what a number.

SPGG Championship Opening Night Team Event with Stan, Colin, Sng & Josh.

Team Name: Anything!

while our counterpart is EVERYTHING. - jonathanang. derrick. ahsiao. lester & bert.

Tiac was there too.

oh well, TEAM EVERYTHING WON!

darkknight thereafter.

one word to decribe - DRAGGY.

i am soooooooooooooo looking forward to this movie, but it really disappoint me somehow.

what a movie i shall say.

ahsiao, bert & i nearly fall asleep then.

zzz.

alright,

i shall get going.

class BBQ in the evening at pasir ris park

shall get photos then.

loves from me.!

for the first time in 6 years,

i felt so lost and empty

and gonna feel this way for 2 weeks.

RAH!

but anyw,

it gonna be girlfriends week,

time for the girls to gather since boyfriends are out in the camp!

time flies.!

2008-07-16T08:57:00.004+08:00

2nd block of selections ended.
top 4 seeded.
jon
derrick
louis
ahsiao.
congrats to the 4 of them for making to the school team.
(:

the other six shall be handpicked by unclechew.
(:
i so cant wait for the other 6 to be announced.
well done to colin thou he missed the 4th place by a single pin to ahsiao.
also to STANLEY HO KITLAM for coming in the 6th position.
(: (: (:
so proud of you!
:X

alright.
end of the post i shall say this...
TEAM SP CHIONG!
(:

stupiddumbdumbme left my things again at the alley.
guess what now..
not my wallet again.
nor my phone (caseyliew's phone to be exact!)
not my laptop.
nor whatsoever but my thumbdrive which we used it to store the results of the roll off.
thus causing unclechew to see the results a day later than suppose.
opps!!
oh dear..

to the banana;
hope you enjoy your nights at the alley for the past 2 evenings.
and you're welcome.
(: (: (:

2008-07-14T12:52:00.005+08:00

first block of selections over.

~~no more short oil~~

today's gonna be looooooong oil.

i had been shouting like one crazy girl in the alley last night.

omg.

shouting shall continue tonight!!

RAH!

first block of short oil;

top 10 are...

(if my memory never fails me!)

10th - JOSHUA PANG!!!

9TH - SIDANLI HO KIT LAM!!!!

8TH - ZUL

7th - KHAZROL

6th -LOUIS TAN

5TH - COLIN CHOOOOOO

4TH - AHSIAO

3RD - CHIN KAI

2ND - DERRICK

1ST - JONATHAN

some of the good bowlers i thought of is missing from the top 10!

RAH!

c'mon DALBERT TIN YONG YAN, AH SNG!!

& not forgetting my good brothers - ahtek, ming & xuliang!

oh well..
good luck guys for today's looooooooong oil.

may your strikes is as long as 12 strikes

72 strikes!!

went to town after class with elishamoo, josh & ming.

donuts&donuts.

1 dozen from j.co

1 dozen from donut factory.

we like preparing for war storage.

OMGGGGGGGGG.

had mos for dinner.

selections ends quite early.

but all the dilly dally and all caused our dinner to be like 10!?

pratasssssssssssss for late dinner with the whole donkey of people.

like 7 of us?

ah sng. derrick. lester. kitlam.

ahsiao tinyongyan. louis.

and me!

and it was sooooooooooooo dumb of me to leave my wallet in my shoebag,

which i left it with my bowling bag at SPGG.

but thanks to lester.

if not last night will be the night that my own shoe bag kidnap my wallet.

RAH!

stupiddumbdumbme.

i want to go this.!

magic box

on sat, hamizah said they were a couple of percent off the gold medal .

i felt sorry for them.

cus' it was the exact same feeling.

but coming to know and heard it from aimon on monday morning

that they are not a couple off but 0.3% off the gold medal is extreme heart piercing.

for this, i cant deny to drown myself in the pool of agony!

rah!

2008-07-13T13:03:00.003+08:00

oh well.
i shall blog a little now before i start kicking into my soon-to-due projects.
i sound as if blogging is a dread.
oh man!!

anyway,
smu doubles ended.
NBC ended.
league that night was tragic.
but getting a new shoe was (:
chiong-ing projects was tedious.
my group is still stuck with IT, BS & not forgetting our beloved FYP.
and contract admin tutorial everyweek is a cut-throat experience.
RAH!
BS presentation & submission of report this friday.
):

i am rotting my weekend away by clearing up projects and projects.
maybe since the girls need not roll off, and i was thinking to bring my stupiddumbdumblousy laptop to alley to brush up my FYP or BS then.
(: (: (:
but at least i did a little enjoyment on friday night.
WATCHED HELLBOY2 WITH AHSIAO, DALBERT, LOUIS, LESTER & AHSIAO'S FRIEND.
(: (: funny ya!
you know i cant smile without you.

BUT ANYWAY, GUYS DO ROLL IN WITH HIGH SCORES FROM TOMORROW TILL TUESDAY. uh.. i mean for both days. (: (: (:

year3 isnt that fun.
i miss going out and hanging out late at night with friends.
i miss slacking at starbucks at friday night with the girls.
i miss my prata-session.
i miss my mahjong session with stan&co and rainbow!
):
everything around you is projects and nothing else.
(sigh)

craving for b&j icecream & starbucks.
ohhhhhhhh. i am so spoilt for choices.
RAH!

smu doubles with elisha.
(sigh)
i did very bad for the first 2 games.
):
i had told myself to bowl diagonally down to hit 1 3 pocket since thursday to do so on saturday.
but stm-ed me just didnt do it.
like what the.
): ): ):
who to blame?
its'me obviously.

went down to GG to put the bowling bags.
watched lester, nicholas and lynal bowl the masters.
and guess what i was doing other than watching them bowl.?
IT & FYP.
T_T
i was so SMART to make Mr Yeo helped me with my IT report when he suppose to watch and support his teammates in the masters.
lesterlow was like, can you give your lecturer a break on saturday. he is here to watch his teammates and you keep asking him about your schoolwork.
RAH!

bowl then after with ahsiao, lester, stan, lynal & derrick.
i am sorry brothers that i left quite early than usual after recieving the call and was super duper SIAN and totally no mood to bowl
i am sorry!
):

and also to my friend who drives me home at times.
sorry that i kidnapped your wallet that night.
and cause you to bump into roadblock that night.
according to relevant source from the driver himself..
he was driving home with dalberttin in his car after dropping me home
and was explaining to dalbert how unlucky he was when he dropped me home at times.
first incident : bumped into roadblock when he was drinking a couple of hours ago.
second incident : dashed past redlight and caught on camera.
then, he kanna another road block.
and this time round, NO WALLET = NO DRIVING LICENCE WITH HIM.
oh that's very bad.
bet he got quite a time to explain to the traffic police that early morning.
i am sorry!

btw,
to the band.
if you guys have think you have put in your very best in this NBC,
then its' alright.
i know how it feels to be like to be this way.
syf 2005 is so similar to this.
the evening we spend waiting for the results at the parade square,
with much hope. but it wasnt the one we expected.
i know it is the bloody couple percent that drowned this award away.
buck up for syf 2009!!
and to my elena,
i heard you played better than you did in concert.!
so smile!
syf'o9 on the way!
(: (: (:

boring sunday afternoon.
i havent eat a single thing yet.
*pouts*

2008-07-08T23:22:00.003+08:00

hellos.
little bumble-bee's blogging.
(:
yeah, i am the busy bumble-bee, the yellow with black strips or black with yellow strips.
(:

i am frigging pack with stuffs and stuffs.
fyp.
projects.
proposals.
tutorials.
practical report.
bowling trainingsssss.
alpha!
slayer's blog to be done.
so many things yet so little time.

swing.
steppings.
follow-through.
release.
pin 7 & 10!!!
phobiassssssss.
dang!
dang!
dang!

anyway, its bowling & bowling & bowling for this week and next.
chia said i spent too much time on bowling that i neglect our fyp and tutorials.
you everyday go GG after class, can you one day dont go!?
dang!
dang!
dang!

collegiate league this thurs with louis colin & josh at safra tamp!
like sooooooooooooooooooo far lahs!
ahsiao is coming to support us!
woohoo!!
smu doubles challenge with moo this saturday at safra tamp again.
meaning which, i gonna miss sembwinds' NBC at VCH.
(sigh)
but, but, BRING THAT AWARD BACK PEOPLE.
rock the hall!! =D
to my euphies : love you people. rock the hall babes & hunk!
(: (: (:
mon and tues are selections ; gonna miss bbq with my oitp mates ar ronald's place.
T_T
oh well.
bowling!!

dang! dang! dang!

i am a weird kid,
like you always call me so.
many dont understand how i work emotionally.
falling for you was not a choice.
i have fallen in.
but i just wish to stay further away from you as much as i can.
to avoid much contact as possible in any other ways.
sometimes, i wish to see you badly, i need you to be by my side,
but on second thought, i dont wish for.
as for the recent issue,
i really dont know what to say.
are you making our friend think otherwise?
i really dont know the point you want to deliver across...

等到放晴的那天,
也许我会比较好一点.
从前从前,有个人爱你很久,
但偏偏,风渐渐,
把距离吹得好远,
好不容易,又能再多爱一天,

2008-07-06T23:41:00.002+08:00

alright,
i know i went missing again and again.
oh well, i am just too lazy to blog.
or maybe i was just busy.
opps!
does that answer any of your questions?

i know people like nicoleong has wonderful imagination or thoughts of otherwise,
sorry i aint my beloved, if that's what you are thinking that i am busy with.
(:
& CONGRATS ON FINALLY FINALISING ON WHAT CAR YOU GONNA DRIVE ME AROUND SINGAPORE IN WEEKS TIME! - your WHITE MAZDA 2!!

& i know people like bestfriend chay rina vincent & wenloong were so shocked and uneasy about my disappearance from meeting. oh well, i didnt mean to skip it. opps! just kidding. oh well. BEST FRIEND, you have a little more week to spend with me (:

my recent updates within this busy week of mine :

trainings as per usual.
skipped school on tues for gran's departure to haikou.
received that stupid bomb letter from mr chow - attendance below 85%.
comm meeting
kungfu panda-ing with yulong.
chong pang nasi lemak with yulong.
league at cdans - spectator cum penalties taker cum cheerleader?
skipped clubmeeting.
bowled with sheena and her sister and godbrother @ cdans.
bowled at GG with donric stan ahsiao bert & colin.
town-ing with mum&dad.
durainsssssssssssss.

it was not the usual sunday i got today.
brunch with mum&dad is a rare thing to do on sunday,
needless to say, shopping with mum&dad at orchard is super duper rare!
talking about that,
i was conned by my dad lahs!!

strolling outside paragon.
dad: eh, let's go to prada.
me: for what?
dad: i want to know how much the bag that i bought for your mother is selling here?
me: you think here got sell mehs? walaos.
dad: just go in and see..
me: go lahs. (walk towards the entrance!)
dad: okay, you go in, i wait for you here.
me: (STUNNED!)

whatever,
i am hoping to get my courage and whatever shyt not to go register myself for the basic theory thingy. and pass everything & get my honda fit or whatever small car i want. with GPS (:
oh well, i love my dad. (:

i am missing gran.
and so are the girls!

omggggggggggggg
ahsiao just tell me something thru sms.
i think i am going to faint or cry or whatever.
i am not that prepared afterall.
i dont know was it a joy or what..
wtf am i feeling?

alright sleeping soon.
i want say bye to my eyesbags and dark circles.
RAH!
photos upload soon babe!

a sudden rush of the missing you effect.
but repression surfaces.

2008-06-29T22:11:00.006+08:00

alright,
as promise..
concert is over and done with.
i believed it was a night to remember for all sembwindians & SA.
(:
elena's solo, fangjie's solo, issac's solo & other musicians solo were breathe-gasping.
the SA were at the backstage cheering as if we were all watching soccer match and the soccer players just scored some goals.
oh well, hope the juniors enjoyed themselves last night at nanyang girls.
(:

&
this was my first time doll-ing up for a concert,
ermmmm not including the one in chinese dance then.
oh well, ivy's foundation and blusher are so freaking nice products.!
(:
the attire just simply make up like working adults ; lawyers?

&
BRANDON ONG CAME.

thanks for the brownies!!
hope you enjoy the concert..
& remember to send me photos once you book out!!
(:

& thanks yann & linn
for the roses!!
(:

anyway,
i am sleeping soon..
euro final is just so interesting that i cant afford to miss.
GERMAN & SPAIN.
i prefer a draw.
but seems that spain are hot favourites.
oh well...

photos grabbed from eewen and the band's friendster.
tada!
before concert;;

SA - Platoon 1 - Sembwinds

SA!!

ah poh!!

eeyan & iskandar..!

ivyNG..my chief librarian !

of cus my son!!

during concert ;;

current band

combine band!!!

after concert ;;

me and joeyTANG!

euphonium rawks!!

syf'o3 and syf'o5 euphonium section
reunite!

omg! yann and i were laming again, just like what we did on 10th anniversary speech day
refer to april blog entry for photo!!

our sec1 junior - shimin!

at band room..

eeyan!

lohweide!

and my euphonium juniors!!!

madeline law!

nur hamizah!

and the lead solo-ist for loch&mountain
cum current BAND MAJOR!
ELENA!!

dexter my ex-eupho junior.
oh well, he migrated to tuba!

and the section photos of others.

SA's cornets!
edwinleong. christinatoh. lohweide. azmil. wongdingwen.

the current and graduated cornets.

the current and graduated clarinetist
with mrs tang mr and mrs chew

current & graduated saxophonists.
faiz didnt attend nor perform cus of guard duty in camp.
ohhhhhh.

the baritone saxophon-ist!
fauzi & amir!
(did i got his name correct?)

the tenor sax-es!
eewen & rowell.

the current and graduated trombonist.

the bass!
tubist!!
muhd. nicholas. ifah. mustaqim.

love that night.

& gran's advance birthday celebration...
was mahjong-ing then.
it was a mother-daughter , father-son match.
mum, kim, uncle meng & i were playing.
oh well..
most of them came except qiang and terence.

the tigers of the family~
darylho. gran. leeweiqiang.
the civildefence. citizen. police.
opps!
the rest of the photos are with aunt faith,
shall wait for her to post them.

i am skipping contractadmin on tues to send gran off to airport.
maybe for estate lecture too.
and come only for training.
maybe..

TRAINING RESUMES TOMORROW..
woohoo!
(: (: (:

this is the new soundtrack of my life.

i always wanted my boyfriend to be proud of me,

for whatever i am doing.

regardless if it is band or in bowling or in whatever things i enjoyed doing.

but you failed in doing so.

i think i am a weekend maria.

(ask me for what happen!)

2008-06-28T10:51:00.002+08:00

tonight will be the night,

i have been waiting for.

it has been 3 years,

since i last staged a performance.

make tonight a splendid and memorable one,

just like how we did for Penang Band Fiesta in 2005.

(: (: (:

this is strictly a school anniversary.

8.5 more hours to the start of concert.

it's getting more exciting.

looking so forward to it after like 3 years.!!

omgggggggggg.

i promise for some photos upload tonight if possible,

cus i am not bringing my dcam CUS i misplaced it somewhere in my house again.

ohmytian!

but whatever, hopefully my retarted k800i works on me (:

to stan derrick colin & joshua;

my vision is clear.!

i swam last evening - 8 laps.

aiming for 10 but the chlorine somehow intruded my EYES.

yeah, my vision was blurred with cholrine and was thus force out of water for a bath.

RAH!

i need..

whatever...

sakae sushi supper buffet with karen & sihui.
(:
i drunk with greentea as usual
& my udon chanwamushi!
and few of the kani!
(:

oh well, more to update tonight.
i am rushing for time cus' IVY NG & KOR HAVE REACHED SUNPLAZA MACDONAL.
i am going off real soon!
bye babes.
tonight will be a night to remember (:

anyway,
thanks to shuhui alicia kailing & peiru
for the wugui & tigger (:
thanks to alan jianliang & junjie
for the manutd ladies jersey!!
& YANN!
thou you didnt manage to get me the bowling precious moments figure,
but still thanks for the 2 CUPCAKES series of the precious moments (:
thanks with lots loves.
xoxo.

2008-06-26T13:24:00.003+08:00

happy belated to bestfriend ; my evil twin brother - ROYSON EE RUI SHENG!
omggggggggggg. you turned twenty!!
22 more days and in counting, oh man!
someone's turning BOTAK!
bet i gonna miss you like nuts and cry like hell on that day.
maybe i will cry, who knows. maybe..
no more prata-ing at night whenever i'm hungry.
oh man!

happy birthday to yongxin.
17 is just another chapter of your teenage life.
one more year for you to be legal but still a minor in the law of tort.
one more year for you to watch m18 in which, M18 are cool movies!!
smile always (:

maintenance of building services lecture NOW,
but i am here blogging.
like wth right?
oh well, cus' smartME forgot to bring my BS notes today!!
rah!!

i've been mia-ing again.
school reopens.
a good thing is i didnt dread school as yet.
i am enjoying bits of it.
(:
oh well..
ADNORMAL.

auction by jones lang at amara hotel was sort-of-absent in something.
i expected something more interesting than that thou.
anyway, the AUCTION WAS FOR PFM STUDENTS TO ATTEND AS AN EXPERIENCE FOR ESTATE AGENCY TUTORIAL.
sooooooooooooooo, the whole function room was filled with potential buyers or on-lookers and including US - DPFM 3A05.
i bet the auctioneers were like thinking what on earth are this kids here!?!?

9 items were on for auction but 1 was sold before the auction commences and the other was postponed.
out of the remaining 7 items, only the one at Jalan Besar shophouse was managed to be sold under the fall of the hammer at a price of $1.83 million.
BUT IF I AM A MILLIONAIRE OR BILLIONAIRE, i will buy the unit at Orchard or the one at Sentosa Cove!!
omggggggggggg. the units on auction are so tempting to buy for and stay!
ohmytian.

oh ya,
my beloved fingers are healing!
that's a very good piece of news for myself.
if not ....
but defiant-y me went against all odds with the wound on my fingers.
RAH!
i swam that day,
i bowl that day.
defiant.

& jianliang said this the other day,
dont make anyone your priority when they only make you one of their options.
(:

july gonna be busy for me.
trust me!
in other words,
i wont be blogging often.
pardonme!

loves,
alx.
(:

2008-06-23T22:43:00.000+08:00

想念的是当时的微笑

越想念就越孤单

如果有一天我们再见面

时间会不会倒退一点.

缘起而聚，缘尽而散

i am just a passerby in your life,

so are you in mine.

how can we meet up so often?

it is impossible.

appreciated if you can stop telling people about us.

cus' we dont exist anymore.

i am biting on my own words again.

darn!

2008-06-22T22:30:00.002+08:00

handicap.
lip cuts.
toes cut
fingers cut.
i sound as if i fell down the stairs, quoted from louis.
do i?
3 different incidents, boy~

quick updates about my recent disappearance ;;

concert rehearsal @ nanyang girls with SA and SW.
bowling
last saturday band prac before CONCERT!!!
xin's birthday celebration at Kbox Kallang.
a lazy sunday afternoon. (:

anyway,
bowl with josh & ahsiao that day at GG, and we strike as if it was for free BUT just for that game only...

as for how did i become HANDICAP, was due to bowling with josh stan colin and donric on friday, band on sat and going out with sapphire on saturday too.
oh well.......

okay, i was bowling with them when josh's spare ball was on the ground, below the blower obviously..!
so he asked me to take for him, and without realising, i took it and knock my fingers against the edge of the ball return.
&
*PAM!*
my fingers (middle & ring) bled.

till now, it is still rosy red and it hurts.
even without the ball NOW, i am doing my release, and IT STILL HURT LAHS!!

as for my lips...
i was playing the eup that day when a crack sound was heard.
spilt seconds later, i felt sharp pain man!
lips crack at such a time. a week to concert!
omgggggggggggggg.

as for my toes...
DEZIREE WONG asked me to wear heels on saturday if i am going out with them for xin's birthday. so i wore.
& bloody shyt, new heels gave me blisters!
like WTH.
RAH!

anyway,
xin's birthday @ kbox kallang.
photos do the talking please!
oh ya, sapphire all have nerd hairstyle/fringe. (:

the birthday girl & me.
the gemini-s.

huang xuewen!!

chia xinglin!
the euphoniumistS!! (:

yet another full-time gossiper of mine.

omggggggggg, that's retard.
seriously sapphire arent that retard just the hair..

we are all adjusting to fit her height.
=x

today is sunday.
and i slept through the morning.
woke up at only 1315!
omggggggggg.
mahjong with gran, aunt boye & mum.
(:
i am soooooooooooooooooo lazy today.
it was just another lazy sunday afternoon.

alright,
school starting tomorrow.
i am sooooooooooo lazy.
i have enjoy fully to the max for this holidays but i am not that willing to start school.
bloody.
and i start to wonder should i do anything to my hair.

omggggggggggggg.
josh tempted me with smashzone from brunswick.
and i am selling my 3 months old redwolf away, bet someone is smiling like hell that i sold it away..
oh well.
i need my sst soon.
and of cus CASH. i am running low with it.
oh god.

i miss my darlings.
time to meet up babes.
(:

ALX is my new name.
(: (: (:

2008-06-22T01:04:00.006+08:00

I AM GOING NUTS AGAIN.
WITH SHEENA NG.!!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
what a early morning to lame about with my new name.
(:

it all started with joshuapang and sheenaNG last night.

me: who is teena rash jones? some bballer? (looking at sheena's msn)
jp: no.. is sheena.. pro bowlers names act together. so i am like joshua barnes simard.
sheena: haha
me: simi??
sheena: let's make one for sihui...
me: no pls. i stay as ashley xu.

so just now,
i was thinking about it again.

me: i tot of one name for myself. (:
sheena: oh? what name?
me: ashley emma xu. hahaha
sheena: emma?
me: AEX = american express (: or whatever name starts with E.
sheena: LOL WTH.
me: really.!! A_X what's the word in between? AEX? AEX = armani exchange!
sheena: AMX
me: what's tt?
sheena: dont know.LOL
me: -_- A_X
sheena: i think you crazy.
me: (so i try all the alphabets slotting into the middle one..)
sheena: LOL why must be A_X not _AX or AX_?
me: cus A stands for ashley. X stands for XU
sheena: LOL
me: (so i start slotting the 26 alphabets again to the firts slot!)
sheena: FAX! YESHH! LOL TAX!
me: OMG
sheena: hahaha
me: i tink i take TAX! haha
sheena: LOL
me: i think i take TAX! TAX! looks like taxi~ den i gt taxi to sit everyday~
sheena: WTH
me: yea man! help me think! A first or A middle.?
sheena: middle nicer
me: TAX?
sheena: yea.. haha
me: FAX?
sheena: nah
me: i think ALX is better. (looks like ALeX!)
sheena: what's with L?
me: ALX stands for A Lot of X = ALOT OF STRIKES.

oh well..

(: (: (:

k asked me something on thursday night.

k: are you going down tomorrow.?

me: no

k: becus he is there?

me: no..

what else you want me to say?

dont frigging come and scold me after i made my upcoming statements,

despite me yanking about it sooooooooooo many times to you.

i really want go back to china.

i miss the times i had in china.

the weather the everything.

CUS' now i am back.

i am frigging stuck with so many frigging problems related to you.

DAMN IT MAN!

can i say the word fuck?
alright.

2008-06-19T10:29:00.003+08:00

was reading through sally's blog.
happened to read this recent entry of hers.
somehow, somewhat, it makes me feel like blogging.

i aint your toy.
contacting me only when you are bored or lonely or when you need a companion.
like wth/f.
ya i did say, if you are down, i am fine to lend you my listening ear too.
BUT not to this extend when by you only contact me whenever you bloody like it.

totally pissed.
i am counting the days again.
like he f-ing cares.

omggggggggggggggggg.
the song that elisha intro me a forthnight weeks ago just drilling in my head.
and making me that emo again...
Are you for real
Do you still think of me
Do you dream of me at night like i dream of you all the time

oh man
i am chocking on my own words

2008-06-18T00:56:00.003+08:00

happy belated 15th birthday to my dear junior in band
- elena (:

happy 20th birthday to my brother
- derrickaw!!

a short little entry for tonight/morning.
donuts for brunch with royson and nicole.
a month more to royson's enlistment, like wtf can.
how am i going to live without the jokes and everything of roysonEE.
mygod.
imagine all these 6 years, you always have such a good companion by your side, regardless of your up and downfalls, he is along there with you. & 1 month before he enlist, he tells you, bestfriend, i am booking in on 18july.
OMGGGGGGGGGGG, roysonEE i am sure that i miss you man and like hell!

just came back from the 2nd day of band camp.
i did not stay in.
tomorrow is another round of rehearsal at nanyang girls.
10 more days to concert!
(: (: (:
and woots!
the tickets are selling quite fast according to eewen ; hot cross buns..
dont ask me why.
the thought of the good sale tickets remind me of selling like hot cross buns!
(: (: (:

i felt so lost tonight or maybe since yesterday or maybe since friday.
oh ya, no one need to even remind me, ya since friday`
friday ; my birthday.
lost.

someone sms-ed me tonight.
oh well, he is rather a good friend to talk to.
but he is still not of the capability for me to pour all my sorrows to, unlike to you.
somehow, somewhat, he is a friend that you disliked me to talk about most.

i made a little clarification with a good/close friend of ours a few nights ago.
close ; someone whom i used to share my sad stories with.
close ; someone who craps with you in the past and now.
good ; someone you always joke around with.
good ; you two are just like a pair of twin brothers that joke and lift the spirits up.
(:

and he said this to me,
he is like that, that's his personality. that's _ for your info.
i start to wonder how much i know you and how much i dont.

many people protrays us - good and close friends or somehow the more advance one too.
that's in their eyes about us.
but what are we then and now?

i remembered the times we shared.
the nights we were together.
the long and late hour phonechat.
the listening ear you never fail to lend me.
the hundred and thousands of messages.
the favourite things we did.
the jokes we shared.
are all gone now.

someone said something that day,
it just comes back to me that we were once like that too, once.
used to but not now.

i skipped father's day dinner with grandpa and family that sunday.
i didnt meant to, but i just sick and tired of the long waiting at the foodplace and the not-very-nice food.
and something spurred upon me then.
a month ago, we were still doing perfectly fine.
we were bubbly chatting and laughing through out the night.
but turned it around, we arent doing so now.

even sharing and doing our favourite thing together seems so different now.
no chemistry i suppose.
i felt so far from you.
now the sentence so near yet so far really applied on us both.
but 3 months ago, it was so far yet so near.
you really make me feel as if i was back in singapore by your side while i was chatting with you online in suzhou.
you make me feel so.

i just miss our late night chats, our strings of sms-es and the chemistry we lacked.
come to think of it, i had eventually prepared this day will come.
cus you are just a passerby in my life, so was i, since the day i know you.
i wasnt suppose to be in there at all. i am suppose to be with my other friends and not you and someone else.
if not for that afternoon, i wont be here blogging about us now.
whatever.

what's the point of missing you now when you arent thinking of me anymore.?

alright,
time to get to bed.
i can wake up like darn late tomorrow can!
meeting the old girls and guys 5pm at newton mrt.

2008-06-15T20:56:00.003+08:00

happy daddy's day to all fathers.

yea,
today is father's day.
and i havent seen dad since the struck of 12midnight this morning.
when it was 12 this morning, he was already in bed.
so i thought the next morning will be a good chance for me to wish him.
but lazy me woke up at 1pm today.
needless to say, dad was off at work.
):

but i am so retarted to do anything, that i only send him a sms at evening.
i think i am still not late to wish you happy fathers' day.
when it was 12midnight, you are already on bed.
and when i woke up at 1, you left for work, so i have not seen you since then to wish you happy fathers' day. (:

and dad's reply to me was
thank you very much!
dad will always be by your side and dad loves you.
just two lines, and i felt so warm.
come to a second thought, i have indeed neglect my dad.
):

alright,
as promise,
photos!!

@ fish&co glass house with my bowlers.

with chiaxinglin & fooyongxin!!
taking photos with them makes me feel so OLD!
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

at gab's 21st birthday party!
didnt take much photos.

alright,
i got to go.
mac for supper.
birdnest for desserts.
cool!
(: (: (:

somehow,
i love my family - dad&mum only.

2008-06-14T23:24:00.005+08:00

this entry is for anyone who had wish me happy birthday in one way or another.

thank you very much!

(: (: (:

special thanks to karenlin for sending me a MMS to wish me happy birthday guess what is the photo and message!?!?!
please rotate the pic for better view.
for the sake of your birthday, i have used up all my breath to gather all the guis living in my house to line up and say HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

thanks karen! (:
xoxo.

every year, i never fail to thank mum & dad for having me to live in this world,
if not for them, there wont be me. (:
xoxo.

thru sms-es

thanks to dear for wishing me in advance cus she's tired, and great surprise to me THAT SHE KNEW MY BIRTHDAY!! (:
thanks dear. (: (:
xoxo.
my dear gal, happy birthday to you (: may all your wishes come thru. i am so tired cant put thru till 12. so i m wishing you now. hope your love life will always be smooth sailing, take care lots, love you (:

stanleyho.
hey sister! hope i am the first one to wish you at 12sharp..haha. happy 20th birthday to you..may all your wishes come true. stay happy always.

yvonne

OMG twinny! we are both 20 now!

sound so old..........

omg..anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US!!

ahmui sean lizhen wangbei donric jasy justina ferinna kailing vivian jack junjie ian ahtum chester shannen & shuhui

happy birthday.

the below statement was added by ZENG SHU HUI!!

now 20 liao super old..

so dont go around vomitting. =p

alan

happy 20th birthday ash,

~~dont brood too much about thay guy thing.~~ hope your wish comes true.

jessilyn

hey pretty,

happy birthday to you. may you have a happy 20th birthday.

dumb

happy birthday dumb!

wenloong

happy birthday to my secretary!!

enjoy your day!

andy

jie. happy birthday!

20 is still young.

5 is a small number.

just multiply it with 4 = 20.

so is small.

take care!!

xuewen

duaji duaji!!

happy 20th birthday.

dont feel old ah..haha

enjoy your day like 2 princess later.

cya in the night and waiting in your relationship life land.

thanks for bringing sapphire together.

(seriously, i dont know what is she talking!)

jianming

hello sihui! happy 20th birthday!

hope you enjoy the very day of yours to the fullest alright!
take care.

derrick AW

sister!! happy birthday.

i am joining you in days time..

twenty.

hope you know twenty dont ends with teen.

twenteen!?!?

peiping

happy 20th birthday pretty!

congrats for stepping into adult life officially.

elsinta

OMGGGGGGG.

SHE IS ANOTHER ONE THAT TYPE THE WHOLE BIRTHDAY SONG OUT.!!

martin

yo, happy birthday.

many happy returns on your special day

annabel

hello! happy birthday girl (:

you are getting closer to 21..

eh its something good okay, cus you can watch R21.

peiru

happy birthday!

best wishes!

have fun today!

lester

hey happy birthday...

hope you enjoy your day today

take care yea.!

jiahao

to my most beloved mei,

kor wish you happy birthday,

may all your wishes come true.

stay happy!

abangASROL!

hey darlingz..haha.. happy 20th birthday!

may you have a good year ahead and take care always!

hope you will have a great day today!

khazrol

hey gal,

just wanna wish you happy birthday.

hope that nothing bad happen especially this friday the 13.

haha,

just hope that you'll be smiling always

eleanor

happy birthday!

you are finally as old as me! haha,

wish that all your wishes come true.

thru msn.

ahtek

happy birthday jiejie.

stanley ho
BOO
HAPPY BDAE!
20 years old alr!
so sister must grow up okay!

nicole ong

bytch HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

WELCOME TO THE 20 CLUB!

alicia

HAPPY HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TO WUGUI !

rinahow

happy birthday girl.

you turn 20 today!

roysonEE

to my twin sister,

happy birthday.

may all your wishes come true.

take care.

henderson

happy birthday mei.

hope you find your boyfriend soon!

remember to treasure him more.CHERISH arhs!

wallace daniel hanping joan chichong chunming junhao raidah keeyong fate kiyo simone edmund jimmylee sheena filrain vincent colin jianliang mouwei & gabrielE

happy birthday!

and gab type the whole birthday song in the window!!

(: (: (:

thanks alot people.

thru friendster/blog

lingwei jianming mskohkailing adeline weekiat

to those who had shower me with presents ;

THANKS

joan jasy ahmui nicole yvonne rina chaylene

royson wenloong vincent jimmy edmund

for the birkens'

andy dolp jiahao jack renjie

for the watch

sean derrickAW nigel junwei alex

for the books and the top.

of cus, the names for the above presents differ as per to the previous entry.

xinglin yongxin xuewen jiayi

for the NUM sandals.

sherman

for the softtoy.

casey

for the necklace and jewel box

cheryl and shenzhi

for the necklace.

wallace

for the jigsaw puzzle

derrickliau ahtek stan colin josh charissa ryan suankai

for the cash! (:

gab

for the dinner @ fish&co.

karen

for the pendant.

i am sorry if i left out any names

opps!

p/s: i know i still have some uncollected presents.

thanks too!

thanks all.

i do have a wonderful day.

(: (: (:

2008-06-14T23:15:00.003+08:00

anyone missing me!?
i am so lazy to blog now.
but i promise i will be back soon with photos and photos of my birthday celebrations with my bowlers & sapphire on 13june itself.

alright, before i end,
let me brief about what i did on 13june.
bet your curiousity runs in your body now.

dad took leave on FRIDAY THE 13!
and i had a boring 13june afternoon.
): ): ):

yesterday; when i turned 20.

pedicure @ plazasing.
muji bugis to meet ianheng & co.
dinner with bowlers @ fish&co. glasshouse
coffeebean @ sunplaza with lin and xin
movie @ cathay with ahsiao bert & lester.

today ; 20 years and 1 day old.

band in the morning. FULL BAND!! sounds cool!
NAG @ occ. the guys bowl quite bad.
fetch kim's n95 (i have such a nice cousin, he lend me while he enlist today!)
gab's 21st birthday party @ nuss guildhouse. (it was awesome; as if it was his wedding!! OMG)

oh well, i shall fill in the entry with photos next time around.
(:

for the following context, i am not here to badmouth about my friends, but seriously i am thanking them for making my day when i turned 20.
but i felt bad somehow.
but people, dont feel bad either after reading, cus i know there's a little misunderstanding that you guys think my other friends are doing this for me or vice versa that leads to such a 13june today.
i aint angry nor sad, just feel something is really missing.
i felt bad that's all.
I AM SERIOUSLY NOT ANGRY PLEASE, DONT GET ME WRONG!
ALRIGHT?

promise me that you people wont get angry sad hurt or bad or whatever capalang feelings after reading it OKAY!?
if you cant promise me, you can alt+f4 now!

i am thankful that i have a great friend who is kind enough to asked me if i have enjoy my day as 20 as of then. (at 14 june 2.30am.)
i am not saying my other friend not good okay!?

so i told him, something is missing from my birthday. this thing is missing since like the start of my marathon of birthday celebrations.
in reply, he asked was it boyfriend?
i said nope (i never once had a boyfriend over for birthday, so why will i ever feel that that someone is missing!? right?)
and i told him, it was nothing else but a birthday cake.
thank you for offering to buy one, but i dont think i need it (:
save it for my 21st birthday, boy.
& i owed you one too.
(:
thankyou for being such a nice friend around!
(:

not forgetting, everyone else who had made my day.
(:

strictly declaring,
I WANT A BOWLING CAKE FOR MY 21ST BIRTHDAY! =D

2008-06-12T23:51:00.003+08:00

as time ticked by,
it is close to 12midnight soon.
leaving 3 more minutes to the struck of 12.
i am still enjoying my last teen day/hour/minute blogging now!
oh well..

today was such an enjoyable day..
(:
eve of the new chapter of my life.
the last night of being a teenager.
doesnt it suppose to be somehow, somewhat wonderful?

had dimsum @ thomson plaza for breakfast.
it was sort of a goodbye or whatsoever kind of brunch for kim..
oh well, he settle the bill, ya!?

training in the afternoon for the year1s.
had warm up for CL then.
bowl quite bad.
T_T

oh well, thanks joshua for sending us down to SY.
and 3 three balls bags and 1 two balls bag were stuff into his boot.
colin had the front seat, while stan derrick ahsng & me took the back - SQUEEZE LIKE HELL.
then we picked charissa up at yishun mrt.
& colin was forced to sit at stan and sng's legs!!

taken by charissa.
(:

as for CL,
i think i bowl quite well, just the last game spoilt it.
first two frames open sia!!
:X
average of the day : 163
(: (: (:
at least i didnt got BEER by anyone!
the 3 of them did..opps!
but i miss 2 single pin spares.
T_T

the balls of SP Bowlers & Unix
i know i am so bored to do so..

had supper with stan ryan colin and derrick at broadway after the games.
pratasssssssssssssss...

what a last teen night.

(:

2008-06-12T01:20:00.002+08:00

i think i am a little late in blogging this entry,
look at the time now!
omgggggggggg.
but anyway,
yet again, to a girl who is barely 3 days older than me,
happy belated to sally (:
and happy birthday to jeffanie.

this week was filled with events, i'm sure of it.
(:

met nicole on monday morning,
she suggested a hi-tea at the donuts shop down my block.
enjoying the tea, sitting there, listening to music, munching the donuts, crapping, bytching, reading books.
and this silly thought of mine just caught me while reading this book which i had been spending time reading for the past 1 month, i know i aint moving much due to mst.
): ): ):
as i flipped through, i asked her,
will you ever be best of friends with your boyfriend's sister?
she looked at me with great bewilderment.
boyfriend's sister? she asked..
oh well, i have asked a real stupid question. WHEN ON EARTH DID NIGELYIP HAVE A SISTER? AND SO WHAT IF NIGELYIP EVER HAVE A SISTER, NICOLEONG WILL BE THE FIRST TO BE HER BEST FRIEND!!
wth am i even asking?

i know i am tooooooooooooooooooooooooo into the content of the book,
and i start to wonder, best of friends with my boyfriend's sister?
hMMMM.. good question!
but i never try CUS ALL MY BOYFRIENDs HAVE BROTHERS!!! maybe one with a sister but wasnt too close either.
oh well, i shall try with my boyfriend's sister in time to come.. if he has a sister (:

oh man, i am so dead involved with the book i just read finish...

training was fruitful for me.
yusof came back from korea and got me a nice teddybear from there.
thanks yusof! (:

tuesday.
training for year1s.
bowl at least 8 games then.
average stays at the point - 160.
i start to wonder.
): ): ):

met shenzhi cheryl casey and sherman at ecp.
we cycled for 3 hours.
from east coast down to bedok jetty to nsrcc to the narrow path to tanah merah jetty.
got chase by 5 dogs T_T
dinner at c-nai hk cafe @ east coast park (:
oh well,
photos epicts all that day (:

the 2 shy guys at the back!!

this is how far we cycled..and of cus we carry on...

@ tanah merah ferry terminal.

thanks shenzhi cheryl sherman and casey for the presents (:

was so frigging lazy to go home by any kind of public transport, especially alone.
a thought of him cut through my mind,
urge to ask you where are you,
urge to ask you to offer me home?
oh man, i am dead lazy can!?

it rained while i am on the bus.
heavy downpour.
the bus passed by singapore flyer, and its night lights blinked in a rhythmic pattern as if it gonna say something to me last night.
oh well, oh my silly thought to think of you.
just come to realise, i am missing you that much now.

worst of the lot of the day wasnt being chased by 5 dogs,
but to reach home to realise your sony ericsson k800i died.
it just bloody hang on the screen with its SE logo.
RAH!
oh well, maybe it knew i am going to change it over with a new phone in 3 months time.
oh well.
i cried over the phone while talking to yulong and casey about my k800i.
thinking to get some comfort or sympathy talks from them.
but it just die,
what worst is, i cried over a non-living thing - a phone.
why are you crying?
the content of my phone..
music and photos should have a backup in your desktop right?
ya but the content i am looking for is not music nor photos is the SMSes.
omg what sms?
his sms-es
omg just sms-es, you can ask him send again..
3 months old sms-es which i had been saving in my phone. CANNOT BE REPLACE LAHS.
ask him send again lahs, you all can start smsing again what..
ya but feeling different arhs!!
got what different?
not the correct mood of sms.

it's your sms-es that i miss and cant let go.
3 months old ; hundreds and hundreds of them
the sweet talks that i missed.
the late night sms-es.
the everything.
whatever.

today wasnt fruitful.
went town to get my k800i fixed,
think it's really dead.
the reception at the counter said it's software problem.
ohmygawd.

headed back for mahjong session with gran, kim & aunt jane.
it was for short.

caught movie with yann
SEX AND THE CITY.
i almost cry 3 times.
but there's tears people.
ever yours, ever mine, ever ours.
(:
it is really worth my ticket price,
and even if i gonna watch it at $10.50, i wont mind, cus it is very very very nice!
really!
I WANT A WALK-IN WARDROBE TOO!
(looking at my future husband!!)
omgggggggggggg.

alright
goodnight/morning people.
i am turning in soon.
i know my entry sounds boring, the aftermath of my dead k800i.
i am so freaking upset about it..
hais............

to you,

thanks for remembering my birthday once again.

i thought you might have forgotten all about it

which you have a tendency to last time...

to you,

thanks for offering me a night to remember.

to you,

thanks for the chat last night.

to you,

sorry that i havent got anything prepared.

to you,

i am missing you now ; badly i suppose

to you,

hope you feels the same way too.

to you,

i hope to hear that 3 words from you again.

to you,

i wonder,

will i be able to see you tonight?

just like how you ever asked me then.

1 more day for me to enjoy my last teen.
(:
NICOLE ONG DONT TRY TO DO ANYTHING TO GIVE ME A HEART ATTACK ON MY BIG DAY PLEASE!

2008-06-08T21:56:00.004+08:00

Im sitting here
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by
I ain't got no days
Just lonely nights
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time
I think im gonna lose my mind

So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

I miss your face
I miss your kiss
I even miss the arguments
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side
I'm dying here its clear to see
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life

the loneliness

sentosa with dear was cancel.
T_T
cus she had a hard time at sengkang just now.
T_T
but at least i did went out with her afterall.
(: (: (:

woke up quite late,
missed out slayer's 5Aside soccer match at bishan.
but at least wenloong's side made it to q-finals, while jiahao's went into semis.
oh well, guys did us proud (:

was mahjonging in the afternoon before meeting dear at dg.
i won. (:
and this is the last sunday i will be mahjong-ing with kim.!!
omgggggggggggggggg.
he is enlisting this saturday ; 1 day after me hitting 20.
i bet i gonna miss him... less one kaki to mj on sunday afternoon.
): ): ):

there's something that slipped out of my mind,
july is coming in few weeks time.
RAH!!
gran going back china, leaving no one else to take care of cyber.
poor doggie, and i heard mum is voluntary babysit cyber for 1 month,
that makes me think i am shifting to amk to stay for that 1 month.

&
during this one month, either i am eating out OR ELSE, i am going to stick deadly with mum's bland cooking.
oppps!
omggggggggggg
i will miss gran's egg, i mean the eggs she cook for me.
MY GOD!
RAH!!!

suppose to catch a movie at plazasing.
but she say the movies are so dead.
so we ended up shopping.
got myself a top from springfield, a belt from esprit and a dvd (:
and i was like telling her, if only we had went sentosa -cycling.
T_T

met andy at amk.
so sweet of the guys to buy me such a nice birthday present.
(:
thanks slayers.

reached home,
and i am alone in the house.
mum&dad werent home then..
stuck with what's for dinner.
rang yulong, he said i should have call earlier.
i am so dead lazy to walk out of the house, searching thru net what's offer for delivery..
mosburger ; called but their delivery session ends at 6pm.
pizzahut ; sick of it. & it gonna take at an hour to reach, and i'm sure i cant finish.
pastamania ; not avaliable at semb.
kfc ; forget it.
mac ; so reluctant but that was my last resort.

i find it quite comical/hilarous when i display my msn name this way,

seems like 6people msn-ed me and say this,
yes you have neglected me..
oh well,
i dont think i have neglected my beloved cousin daryl,
nor karen my 师夫,
nor my eviltwinbrother royson,
nor sheena my junior,
needless to say the princessy twinsister of mine NICOLE ONG,
and lastly RINAHOWSHIYING!
omggggggggg, when did i ever neglect you all??

oh well,
was talking to casey the other night,
he said i have the tendency to neglect my love ones.
do i really?
oh well...

omgggggggggg,
i am sneezing like hell here infront of the com...
who on earth is missing me man!?
LOL.
opps :X

yet another day past,
there's training tomorrow in the evening,
most likely going early to bowl a couple of games.
(:
please anyone, just anybody
do remind me to bring my white tape to bowl tomorrow.
thumb swollen as usual ; my middle finger's turning ugly.
): ): ):

#stubborn

2008-06-08T00:04:00.002+08:00

to a girl who is barely an adult, who is barely 6 days older than me;;

happy birthday to eleanor wang.

alittle update;;

collegiate league on thurs at OCC.
team sp vs bowl tango.
i dont know much about the scoring cus i was busy cheering for the bowlers.
but i heard we lost.
opps!
dinner @ sakae with donric, stan, ahtek, louis, derrick & colin on friday evening
buffet~
went back gg to bowl.
(:

had training with uncle adam.
bowl 4 games with little jarred, ahsiao & dal.
602.
went to swim with stan, derrick & colin.
came back to GG after dinner at clementi.
lester was there.
bowl a couple of games with him..
136.191.
i know i waste my chance of the 200 game.
oh well....
oh well....
oh well....

bowl another 2 games thereafter.
163.229
(: (: (:
clean game eh!

WOOTS!

the first clean game since nov'07
after like 7 months, i finally hit 200+.
sometimes, i just hate it when i hit 190+.
RAH!
oh well..
oh well..
oh well..

weather has been bad recently.
it was raining meows and woofs all day long this week
RAH!
RAH!
RAH!
hopefully tomorrow's weather gonna be fine,
i am going out with dear to sentosa (:

i am caught in this mixed feelings,

cross and happy yet sad.
there without you to share my stage of happiness.
& i wondered,
what's your problem?

2008-06-06T00:08:00.006+08:00

i felt so down today.

no one knows.

and i never speak about it.

i was picking up my courage to sms/call you,

or even wishing that you will call me tonight,

while i poured out my sorrows to you.

but i failed to dial that 8 numbers of yours.

and instead i dial a number that is so similar.

come to think of it,

i think i might even cry over the phone again

while talking to you over this matter

oh fcuk man.

oh well.

anyw,

happy 21st birthday to lesterlow.

thanks for the ride home everytime.

thanks for "coaching" me at times while bowling.

thanks for your movies, dinners & bowlings treats at times.

but,i still pray for this....

please dont bully me in future.

thank you very much!!

& dont get so angry easily please.

(: (: (:

你的肩; 是我伤心时,依然让我有想靠的冲动..

2008-06-03T23:06:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to my princessy twin sister/part time boyfriend/full time bytch-ing partner - NICOLE ONG.

happy belated to joshuapang.老爸 (:

oh bytch,
hope you enjoy the little surprise from us,
thou i wasnt around, but i did make effort for making up the big banner
(:

alright,
you guys must be wondering what did we do for NICOLEONG on her 20th birthday right?
oh well,
in the morning,
rina royson vincent jasy ah mui and i gathered at yvonne's place and started doodling on a mahjong paper.
doodle doodle doodle.
pen down our thoughts and wishes. (:
and the few of them actually went up to nic's place thereafter with a cake.
surprise!
before that, they actually put the "banner" onto nicole's mum car wiper.
and nicole was indeed shock (:
that's our plan!
& they blindfolded the birthday girl to her mum's car, of cus we must THANK AUNTIE SUE FOR HELPING OUT TO KEEP MUM ABOUT IT TO HER DAUGHTER & ALSO LETTING US TO STAY THIS BANNER THING TO HER PRECIOUS NEW CAR WHICH IS LIKE LESS THAN 2 MONTHS OLD OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
OMG, thank you very much AUNTIE SUE!!
XOXO.
(: (: (:

& then,
they went out without me vin and jasy as jasy got to report to work & vin back to alpha.
towning.
i never knew my eviltwinbrother is so nice today to be the chauffeur for the girls.
well, if that's the case, then the more i should have stay and skipped training.
omgggggggggggggg.
i am just kidding.
elisha & co. please dont kill me here! =D

read this last night @ yahoo news!
cool!
(:

anyway, celebrate josh's birthday at plazasing's swenses.
ahtek ryan aries louis josh and i.
the service is like soooooooooooooooooooooo bad can!?
whatever, at least we ate and we are full from it
(:

training today for the year1s.
it just shocked me at 1pm today.
there's only me and syazwan, and uncle adam is there.
imagine that.
omggggggggggggg.
whatever.

thanks josh for ferrying me and dal thereafter to newton mrt.
went down to safra yishun,
bowl with lester.
been 4068476846546 days since i last bowl at sy lahs!
RAH!
the lanes so short. :X
or was it my imagination??

had dinner with dal then.
lester left early.
and dal asked me some annoying yet meaningful questions which i start to realise i had not being thinking much about my future.
how is life like in 5 to 10 years down the road?
will i have a career or what so ever.?
oh well
oh well.
oh well..

chay's coming back tomorrow!
excellent, mahjong!!
(:
i want slumber party people ; oh dead, i am freaking engrossed in the princess diary that night
opps!

oh well,
this week got to be busy.
holidays are here and i am packed with stuffs
that's a good thing.
(:
tomorrow is out with the guys for movie and maybe out with auntjane in the afternoon.
thurs OUT WITH ANNABEL ~~CHONG~~ LIM & evening at OCC for 4th collegiate league opening ceromony (:
friday movie with dear is cancelled T_T (omg, i just love this icon from my msn!)
saturday band & training
sunday out with DEAR to sentosa! =D

alright.
a little funny speech for all.
thanks to elishalim and joshuapang, not forgetting karenlin.
(:
karen was like talking to me in japanese in msn
i was like OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

and i msg-ed elisha this,
思惠.37 says:
elisha!!! ur partner toking to me in jap man
i dun understand her!
it'll all get better in time... says:
OMG!
YA!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
she was like tell me good night in jap
思惠.37 says:
she tok to u in jap too
omg lahs
it'll all get better in time... says:
then i msged her dunno wat sashimi!
LOL
思惠.37 says:
she is crazy~
it'll all get better in time... says:
tell her...sashimi?!
mitsubishi?!
思惠.37 says:
toyota
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ busy~ says:
lol!
思惠.37 says:
honda
it'll all get better in time... says:
toyota?!
hitachi!
hahahahahahhaha
思惠.37 says:
bmw
motorola
it'll all get better in time... says:
BM UR ASS LARH!
思惠.37 says:
nokia
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ busy~ says:
anana mitsubishi toyota hitachi =_=
it'll all get better in time... says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
思惠.37 says:
gucci
sushi
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ busy~ says:
WAH
GUCCI SUSHI
思惠.37 says:
haha
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ busy~ says:
100$ for 1 piece
思惠.37 says:
OMG
strangle me pls
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ busy~ says:
lol
it'll all get better in time... says:
yall all getting retarded alrdy larh!
思惠.37 says:
so fun

anyway, i am now busying in msn.
see ya guys soon!
i love my babysolution, so is he.
(:

anyway,
anyway,
tek show me this when i wondered what was his msn nick all about

alright. that's it..

another song to end this post (:

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power,
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

If I ain't got you with me baby.
(: (: (:

2008-06-01T00:50:00.002+08:00

wanna thanks OXIFIED for today.

for both lunch and presents.

not forgetting the surprise too.

thanks joan jasy chaylene rina ahmui mycrybabytwinsis myprincessytwinsis myeviltwinbro edmund vincent wenloong & jimmy for the birkenstock flops.

thanks andy dolp junwei nigel derrick renjie sean & alex for the watch

and not forgetting jiahao & jack for turning up today.

(: (: (: (: (: (:

i love oxified.

also CASEYLIEW for motorola v8's snakeskin edition

for my birthday!

(: (: (:

june is finally here.
1st june.
half a year had gone.
2008 is halfway there nor here.
june.
i am getting older.
the big 20 is soon to be.
chapter 2 of my life just going to get started.
oh man!
happy birthday to all june darlings/babies (:
loves.

coincidence?
i didnt know you were around,
till a friend of mine sms-ed me,
and i was already on my way there then.
you dropped me a msg last evening,
and a big question mark just hung over my head.
your smile,
your stubborn curiousity,
made me feel everything is still the same as before.
but turned around, i am decieving myself.
it seems like before, it seems this way.
but it isnt.
whenever i am down, your shoulder is always the first thing
that i am looking for to lean and cry on.

was super early for training.
leaving me the option to stay at clubroom before heading down to SPGG.
dear dropped by clubroom by surprise.
she stormed in with much atonishment.
the first thing she said was SIHUI HOW!?
omggggggggggggggggggggg.
she was narrating out her worries when i felt that i am crying out of nowhere.
omggggggggggggggggggggg.
kai! this is your first step to overcome this fear!!
jiayous arhs!!

training was alright.
doing the 3 steps drill.
well, i wasnt really taught 3 steps drill by uncle adam before, not till TODAY!

rushed down to town to meet OXIFIED.
when rina sms-ed me,
si, go centerpoint birkenstock get nic's present.say you are there to pick up the birkens. TYVM! then come hip's diner find us okay?
thinking it was on the way, so i made the kind effort to go pick up the present.
BUT,
upon reaching hip's diners,
everyone on the big table shouted HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
and missRINAhow said this to me,
the one that you are holding is actually the present we bought for you. nicole got hers just now.
i was like WTS!
anyw, yvonne got the SAME SURPRISE AS I DID.
they made yvonneang & vincy ran to birkens too!
oh well,
didnt expect von and my birthday surprise to be faster or earlier than nicoleong!
oh well...
at least i met TANJIAHAO!!
like finally can!?
after 98457607458483593075 days, i finally met him!
it had been nearly a year since i last saw him.!!
mygod.
he is as usual that caring as a brother!!
well NS dont change one's kindsoul ; unlike some...
(: (: (:

desserts @ bugis tcc.
cakes.
(:
happy birthday to us!

birkens' from them (:

the watch by the guys.
lots love. (:

went down muji.
casey is sooooooooo kind enough to lend me his v8.!
oh well, everyone got cheated.
caseyliew lent me not give me as present
hahas. =D
he aint that kind lor! :X
just kidding!!

muji changed alittle.
ianheng ignored me!!
wthhhhhhhhhh!

still hate that fcuking idea of how and why aunt jane was asked to leave.
irritants annoying bytch.
anyw,
supposed to accompany cheryltaypeiping to have dinner tgt.
but SINGAPORE OPEN STEPLADDERS just took my breath away!
rushed down to mount faber safra to watch the stepladders final.
cherietan was crowed ladies champs.
and the uae guy was champ for the mens' open.
& this is how SINGAPORE OPEN ended.
oh well......

went back GG to bowl.
the track on my solution just make my day.
it's small.
hopefully it stays.
loved.

oil whirl.

alright.
nighty to all.
i felt so happy today, dont ask me why.
i am on the autogear of cloud 9.
(:

2008-05-30T22:30:00.006+08:00

300th posting in progress.

today gonna be a very special day

trustME.

& it gonna be a longlonglong 300th post

cus' RAINBOW doing STUNS later!

(: (:

all ; just for our MISS CHAYLENE TAN

who is turning fruitful 20 in 25 hours time,

but sadly she is not going to celebrate her big20 with us(the girls),

but with her absolute-sweet boyfriend & her family in GENTING.

how sweet can wenloong be,

to spoon out the ticket and hotel rates for chay alone?

*grin*

before that,

let me shout it out loud,

MST IS OVER.

strictly over.

i gonna dump my studies aside for the upcoming events.

bowling and training

band concert.

& not forgetting my big20 celebration with my beloved friends.

(: (: (:

time to relax much, before the new term commence, ya!?

the red little annoying hill(s) started popping out on my face recently.

it conquered my nose, my temple and almost my forehead.

omg.

darn!

stress too much.

mugging kills.

and before the girls got ready to give chay a little surprise before she left for malaysia.

time to update a couple of things i did these few days while MST-ing.

bowl that day.

a terrible game

6 spilts in a game

how bad can it be?

ohmytian`

there's one missing, i know.

rah!

met yulong for dinner last night.

chong pang nasi lemak.

being 54084848480 days since i last met him.

mygod.

the night before he enlist into navy was indeed the last time i last met him.

that was like in jan.

sat his car for the first time
i just kept laughing when i board his car.

OMG.

too bad, he aint botak.

LOL.

met dear for lunch today.

she's emo-ing again.

): ): ):

dear, 你要开心!!

my shoulder is always there for you!

saw this spicy nuggets thingy @ mac.

tempted to try.

wondered if,

it was the same as the tomyam nuggets back in suzhou.

but my curiousity just drives me to the walls.

it was spicy to the max.

spices added.

the meat was freshly red.

gulping icedmilo was my only solution then.

wth was the only expression i got then.

wth is the still on my mind upon remembering the taste.

yucks.

it is wth-spicy.

a little note to taken into account,

I DONT TAKE SPICY STUFFS.

so in short,

for some people,

it might not taste as spicy as i wrote here .

opps :X

the stomach ache set in while i sat for landplanning just now.

aww!

the pain just override my concentration

and those facts i remembered for master plan & concept plan.

darn!

needless to say,

the over-whelming spicy-ness in my little stomach was the cause of the pain.

RAH!

met sapphire and jiayi @ sunplaza's mos.

the usual hangout clique without huangxuewen.

was almost late for alpha meeting,

as the stupid ache resurvived when i reached home to change for alpha.

RAH!

i stoned in my toilet for god-knows-how-long,

before i finally claimed freedom to walk and do all sort of stuffs.

cabbed down to alpha.

cus bestfriend not being kind enough today

to send me down.

peakhour charges.

$7.20.

meeting was so dead.

only the girls and jj the only boy.

stayed back to wait for bestfriend to finish his badminton match with wenloong.

while chay, rina & i enjoyed the cooling aircondition in alpha's office.

i dont know why,

but the 3 of us started talking in english.

omg.

this is remarkable!

chay rina and i talking to one another in english

this is like so rare can!?

topic of the day;

chay's trip to genting.

nicole's 20th birthday

oxified's lunch tomorrow.

tiamo from my k800i just spoilt the ambience of our english speaking conversation.

and the guys bath frigging long can!?

the girls waited like hell.

now i know,

guys too, take long time to bath too.

and this is for you, eviltwinbrother.

stare hard.

you bath frigging long.

that is why i started cam-whoring at alpha's office.

there's more.

the girls unglam moments.

i was told not to upload it up.

cus it is really super unglam for chay and rina too.
chay forbid me to snapped shots of her office table.

cus it's simply too messy.

i bet mr ng asked you to clear before you left for your genting.

royson/bestfriend/eviltwinbrother's really not being good today.

dots.

LOL.

2minutes ride away from home is being too stingy.

well, alright.

i got your point;

and it's all for our little surprise for CHAYLENE TAN!!

rainbow, royson, wenloong & vincy presents,

happy birthday in advance, PRETTY!

in order,

mine rina joan ahmui nicole jas yvonne

royson vinc & wenloong.

all our msn nick was changed.

we appeared offline.

and during our phone conference,

loong gave us the countdown time to appear online at the same time.

& my desktop hang cus too many people online @ the same time!!

seriously, i do hope chay love this surprise.

and her reply to our surprise.

you're greatly welcome chay!

(: (:

alright,

that's all for chay.

she gonna wake up real early tomorrow for her genting.

she was forced by us to stay up late tonight.

but hope you love it pretty!

she isnt joining us for the oxified's junebabies birthday lunch.

hmm..

enjoy your genting with your family and wenloong.

i am not going to bring my stupiddumbdumb camera tomorrow for lunch.

training in the morning with uncle adam & the rest.

skipped band again.

mygod.

anyway,

after joan,

after ahmui,

after chay

it gonna be nicoleong!!

so beware about what we going to do with you.

something bad up our sleeves.

you will know it on tuesday itself.

enjoy tomorrow lunch and date out with nigel on sunday

loves.

a song to end it all.

虽然是简单的形容

虽然是重复的动作

因为有你让一切都变成不平凡

好想缝合你我手心

就这样牵住放不开

有你陪伴呼吸着有你的空气

就是幸福

Ti amo Te Quiero

每一天都要爱上你

想着你沉入梦境

一张眼一清醒

第一个想到又是你

Sa la he And I Love You

我每天都要爱上你

少一天就会遗憾

陪着你的光阴

怎样都不算蹉跎

tiamo-

it had been days and almost 2weeks.

have you wonder?

these few days,

no matter what time i woke up,

there bound to be at least 1 sms or missed calls.

no matter what paper i took these 5 afternoons,

i sure bound to recieve at least 2 sms-es or missed calls.

but out of these at least 15 sms-es,

none of them is yours.

out of these 2weeks,

how many sms-es did i recieve from you?

none.

i had tried my best not to think about it.

i told myself mst is more important than anything now.

at the end of each day,

somehow things just go against me.

there bound to be someone mentioning about you everyday for these 2 weeks.

i dont know why.

it had been occuring.

even if i dont speak about you, there is always someone else asking about you.

hey sihui, where is _?

eh why _ never come?

why you never go out with _?

why _ seldom come down nowadays?

why _ never come and find you arhs?

_ never sms you?

even the place we always hang out,

people spoke of you.

_ is a very good guy.

_ is a very potential.

whatever.

your voice

is the soundtrack

to my heart.

2008-05-24T22:13:00.003+08:00

When we honestly ask ourselves

which person in our lives mean the most to us,

we often find that it is those who

instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures have chosen

rather to share our pain

and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand.

The friend who can be silent with us

in a moment of despair or confusion,

who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement,

who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing

and face with us the reality of our powerlessness,

that is a friend who cares.

- Henri Nouwen

saw this on rafidah's blog.

quite interesting thou.

i wonder if you know,

you matters alot to me.

oh well,

i told myself i aint going to touch bowling for this whole week.

i know!

~~but i did it again.~~

accompanied elishaMOO down for training

with uncle adam and guys @ SPGG.

for the first 4 hours,

i was humble-ing studying at the supporters' seat.

mugging my estate agency.

eleanor and elisha just tempted me.

RAH!

the 8 of us got into a game of doubles.

donric with colin

stan with derrick

eleanor with birdhead

elisha with me.

elisha and i won them with the help of 10 handicap each.

and we won derrick and stan by a few pins!

the guys just initiated stepladders doubles.

and it just did so happen that uncle gerald heard about it,

and he proposed to give the winners of the stepladder 5 bucks per team,

provided that both of the winners hit at least 150.

oh well,

the 4 of us did hit 150 and above.

in my own opinion, i bowl well.

but i think i dragged elisha down with some open frames

): ): ):

oh well,

the guys really did bowl quite well.

(: (:

*applaud*

anyw,

maybe it was a right choice for me to bowl today.

i just feel so happy with my avg.

162 163 192.

(: (: (:

bowling can destress!!!!

& i just love the atmosphere of cheering for one another.

TEAM SP!!

(: (: (:

alright,

i love bowling.

(: (: (:

oh well,

time to study.

mug mug mug.

20 more days before i hit the big "2".

and i am counting.

glad that you FINALLY remember my birthday.

Oh - thinkin' about all our younger years

There was only you and me

We were young and wild and free

Now nothin' can take you away from me

We've been down that road before

But that's over now

You keep me comin' back for more

Baby you're all that I want

When you're lyin' here in my arms

I'm findin' it hard to believe

We're in heaven

And love is all that I need

And I found it there in your heart

It isn't too hard to see

We're in heaven

Oh - once in your life you find someone

Who will turn your world around

Bring you up when you're feelin' down

Ya - nothin' could change what you mean to me

Oh there's lots that I could say

But just hold me now

Cause our love will light the way

I've bin waitin' for so long

For somethin' to arrive

For love to come along

Now our dreams are comin' true

Through the good times and the bad

Ya - I'll be standin' there by you

-we're on heaven.

2008-05-23T23:47:00.006+08:00

happy belated to ivy (:

happy belated to my dearest cousin - xuweijie!! (:

GSS IS HERE!!!

but i cant shop.

so retarted right.

cant wait for the MST to end!

i want go shopping!

revamp my wardrobe?

maybe?

(looked at nicole, alicia, vonne, rina & others!)

where have my shopping kakis went to!?

anyway,

today was indeed a memorable day.

met up with people i had lose contact!!

kiyo.

filrain

ky.

meiyang

hanping

gwen

anyway,

back to topic,

went down alpha in the evening for the clubmeeting.

the shortest alpha meeting i ever had.

45mins.

anyway,

i knew it will happened!

ROYSONEE,

i told you it will happen!!

& thanks arhs,

pangwenloong & roysonEE for sabo-ing!

RAH!.

and HOPE YOU ARE VERY HAPPY CUS I REMEMBER TO WEAR THE RING TODAY!

whatever.

had another meeting thereafter.

yet another 45minutes.

i was like telling bestfriend,

think you gonna wait for at least an hour for us.

but somehow, it ended within 45minutes.

@ meeting

that is when i saw my longlostfriends.

we never see each other like years can!?

omg.

kiyo is still the same. ever fair and chubby!

hanping grew alittle fatter. opps!

filrain too! OMG

ky! botak liao~

and you know what,

the girls said i grew fat too!

the one thing that i die must agree with kiyo,

sihui, you no longer that pinchable!!

all your fats went to your tummy is it!?

i was like *jaws drop*

xinhui & martin said the same thing that day to me at ivy's bbq!!

OMG.

am i really?

LURVIESCHIA WE MUST GO SWIM MORE!!

had our prata session @ chongpang.

chay wenloong royson vincy & me

i miss our prata-ing jokes!

(: (: (:

till then,

not going band tmr.

study! study study study!

mug mug mug.

mst next week

mug hard.

not bowling for a week or so.

dont ask me to bowl people.

i will smack you guys.

LOL.

[edit]

caseyliew just makes me laugh!

we were 38-ing about people in early morning!

then, we started talking about MY SOFT SIDE!

Kazay says:
actually is common that person have to character ma...like me la...if normal fren i will be try to be outgoing at times..but if close i will be soft ma
lol

??.43 seriously wanting 48hours a day. says:
true

Kazay says:
u oso same ma..
lol..

??.43 seriously wanting 48hours a day. says:
hahaaha
caught me!

Kazay says:
last time before we go..always tok so loud de
lol..

??.43 seriously wanting 48hours a day. says:
then!?

Kazay says:
when u go...u were soft la...

??.43 seriously wanting 48hours a day. says:
gt mehs

Kazay says:
but hor..
when ur frenz ard...and i was with u...u go back to ur loud mode..
lol...

??.43 seriously wanting 48hours a day. says:
LOL
i never knew i was soft when i was with u.
hahah

Kazay says:
got arh
at times la
times maybe like 20 times only..
lol..
kiddin la..
but ..got see ur soft side before la..

Kazay says:
hmm...intially when we just go together u were soft la..
but i think gradually u get use to it..
so at times switch to loud mode lor..
especially when i go out with u..
sometimes the sales person give bad impression ur mode change liao...
lol...
but hor..i prefer ur soft side..
oh yeah
when u always come my hse..u will be soft de..
cus u scare my parents ma

??.43 seriously wanting 48hours a day. says:
haha
LOL

??.43 seriously wanting 48hours a day. says:
walao @ bf's hse still so loud den can die man

Kazay says:
u somemore afraid of my younger bro..
haha...

??.43 seriously wanting 48hours a day. says:
is i ps leh
cus he wan use e com den i always hog on to hIs com

i never knew i was once soft-spoken to him.

of cus what,

boyfriend lehs. :x

[/edit]

first, you asked me a question

that i really dont know how to answer.

secondly,

why must you mind about me not doing it to you?

# a m b i g u i t y.

2008-05-22T05:54:00.004+08:00

oh well,

people!!!!!!

ROAR!

*drums rolllllllllllll*

MAN UTD CROWNED CHAMPION OF EUROPE FOR THE THIRD TIME!

they are the champions!

(: (: (:

(toasting to ryan bert louis lester colin alan royson vinc nigel jianming casey & the other manutd fans!)

CHEERS!

*weets*

(: (: (:

mugging my building services while watching the match.

mock test later in 7 hours time.

getting some sleep later.

8 pintap in the early evening

can you imagine!?

the tense-y atmosphere.

(this following context is more for alankoh, cus he didn get to see the match as his new house dont have SCV.! alright, i helped you update, didn i?)

manutd indeed had much ball possession at first half

but by right,

the goal by f.lampard can be save man!

if van de sar had gotten up earlier.

RAH!

& for chelsea,

they were at their worst luck,

as drogba attempted twice but hit the pole.

how lucky are they/him?

fights quarrels.

free kick

corner kick.

yellow and red card were shown.

then later,

he was slapped in the face with a red card,

just due to some foolish silly act of his,

(well i will say its foolish!)

by right he wasnt invovled in the quarrel between tevez and whoever in blue.

then he went in, so was vidic.

and he slapped vidic in the face.

WTH!?

foolishly stupid right?

and how i know on earth why was there tears brimming at the edge of my eyes

when he was shown the red card.

WTH!?

i smsed royson,

eh i am crying man!

royson: for what?

me: i dont know, he kanna red card i cry. What the man!?

royson: are you red or blue?

me: RED LAHS!

royson: then why you cry.

me: I DONT KNOW!

@ penalty.
i am still crying, or maybe sobbing.

so nervous can!?

so nervous that i went to grab 乌乌 & 龟龟 to watch the penalty.

tevez carrick ronaldo hargreaves nani anderson giggs

were the penalties takers.

but ronaldo AS USUAL DO STUNTS AT SUCH A TIME,

~~failed to net in the goal.~~

!!!

but anyway,

happy excited.

cus WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!

=D
(IMAGINE CHICKEN LITTLE SINGING THE SONG!)

(: (: (:

MANUTD GLORY GLORY!!

(: (: (:

here without you to share the joy.

2008-05-20T22:47:00.003+08:00

okay dokie.
i shall blog fast for this entry.
as i have not yet done up my landplanning tutorial
i need to do it up by today,
or else lurvieschiaminhui gonna kill me!!
& i am suppose to be on my bed now
as class starts at 8

& i am meeting the guys @ 7am at smb mrt.

OPPS!

but,

miss xusihui is super duper uber happy

(: (: (:

sharing my little joy!

(: (:

i bowl well today.

in my own perception lahs!

cus' i had not been bowling well recently.

opps!

i hit my 600 series for 4 games.

i know its bad lah for some real good bowlers.

but can let me have my own stage of happiness?

avg for 5 games was 168.

(: (: (:

WOOTS.

happy!

(: (: (:

but at the end of it,

mug hard.

i will not be bowling for the next 1 week or so.

oh that's bad.

): ): ):

sitting @ the boot of josh's car

was super duper fun can!?

but really!

its fun!

(: (: (:

8 people in a SUV.

josh had the driver seat, obviously.

colin had the front.

donric stan ryan & chorboon had the back seats.

while i took the boot.

i aint nuts alright.

but his boot wasnt really a boot after all.

(: (: (:

had a short sms chat with alicia this afternoon.

and i questioned her about some personal stuffs.

-sigh-

& you know what,

it took me one week to finally know what i want to ask her.

how forgetful can i be?

and so,

i asked her then.

somehow, her answer just spurred me with surprise

she said she is cool about it.

she said she's fine and she didnt think much about it.

friends is what she labelled them.

but at the end of it,

she was very SIAN about it too.

so,

my little conclusion,

i admired her "courage" to face this.

she is strong enough to face it for like 1 year and almost 6 months.

myGOD.

on the other hand,

(looking at myself)

-sigh-

will i be even that strong to face this/it?

or even to know,

how true are you?

i am wondering too.

vague

unclear.

ambiguity.

seriously,

i love to see what you told me comes true too at the end of the year.

(: (: (:

roysonEE,

i will be more than appreciated

if you just keep your mouth shut about what happened last night @ chay's

& i didnt did it on purpose okay!?

2008-05-19T23:33:00.003+08:00

re-edit post.

happy vesak day to whoever is celebrating it.
(:
hopefully, i am not late still.

had a not-bad-kind of weekend to spend.
(:
mugging starts for me, like finally can?
after weeks and weeks,
xusihui finally touch her notes to mug on MST.
thanks jianming, ms koh & peiru for accompanying me that afternoon to mug!
=D

building services mock test this thurs.
OMC.
RAH!
should be easy if i can do up tutorial 2 & 3 by myself
(: (: (:

the thought of what mum told me that day still linger fresh in me.
2 years or maybe lesser than that is all left.
but i am fearing for the worst.
i had been feeling real down these few days about this matter.
but had to thanks elishaMOO, stan, ahsiao, royson, nicole & lester for hearing me out my fear, my sorrow & maybe a little bit of anger.

oh well,
people i should be fine about it.
(: (: (:

anyway,
the little monster stormed my house on friday night.
snatched my bloster.
hogged on my computer.
threw my wuguis in the air
follow me up&down my house like a pest.
snatched my blanket.
she is no other than my little cousin - huangshiying (:
oh well,
nicoleONG, i babysit her yeah!
(:

the not-so-bad sunday & vesak day ;

after 829008959 days, i finally get to see slayers kicking some balls!
but anyway, you guys did the girls proud! =D
2-0
(: (: (:
left for spgg after some mahjong-ing with gran, aunt & siong.
they were having friendly bowling match with warrens' club.
oh well,
things arent within your control thou.
so dont be so pissed.
(:
so random!

went town today.
orchard & suntec with lester.
got myself the black pants from mango n heels for concert.
28 JUNE PEOPLE!!
(:
having band camp on 16 to 19 june.
(: (:
rehearsal on derrickaw's birthday!!!
the onitsuka tiger shoes' colour was a no-no to me.
so was oasic.
but i love those from diesel.
OMG
RAH!
-sigh-
had icecream @ andersens for dinner!?
had our mahjong session @ chay's house.
nicoleONG joan royson wenloong & jasy were there.
ahmui didnt come, so was rina and yvonne.
i havent seen my girls since like when HUH!?
OMG.
i miss them can!?

i love my darlings!!
=D

oh well......
wont be blogging much as MST is knocking on my door in 1 week time.
mst = no bowling for a week or so = boredom.
oh well,
intensive/serious bowling training after mst.
that's is what someone told me.
oh man!
seriously, i dont think i need the ring!
oh man.
let's bowl after my mst, PEOPLE!!

alright, got to go.
class at 12.
(:
training in the evening.
my bed is calling me, so was my bloster & wuguis.
(:

#indecisive.

2008-05-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

dont bother about what i wrote for the previous entry that i deleted.

oh please.

i am alright

thanks nic for asking.

(: (: (:

there's too much a problem recently.

school.

bowling.

family.

oh well.

you still flickered on my mind.

you just make my day.

but,

there is always a but.

had a chat with alan before BS starts.

ohmygod can!?

& he told me this just now.

dont panicked.

blah blah blah blah blah.

as for you, you have been thinking too many negative things.

i know your relationship failed before cus that guy likes a girl,

is not your fault, is being unlucky to have such a bad relationship.

you shouldn have this mind concept

if you want to go into a relationship in future with him.

its going to affect you in lots of ways.

there is a knot in you,

you got to untie it,

no one can help you.

you wont be so unlucky having such relationship again.

you must give yourself a chance and him a chance,

which means faith in him that he is not such a person.

dont worry.

i feel alittle better after that.

there's a knot in me,

i know.

nicole had been telling me this.

a knot that has not being untie since ages ago.

i am the only one that can untie it.

-sigh-

didnt you realise,

we have drifted apart.

will you remember that day?

2008-05-14T20:20:00.003+08:00

heart-shape

clouds.

love.

sky.

outdated photos from longlonglonglonglonglong ago.

lollipop @ mos
with my oitp-mates/classmates/friends.

lurvieschia & dionnachew!

fyp-mates.

me & ahtek!
(:

elsinta & ii.

the 2 miss koh.

kohkailing

kohsihui

(: (:

elsinta me & dionna

el got hidden!
jianming ronald dionna & me

-end-

town with royson & wenloong

& jiayi's birthday celebration @ civic.

CAROUSEL!

their wonderful package for mother's day

posh brownies.
(: (: (:

yongxin & me.

yongxin & xuewen

yann & xinglin.

the girls.
and as usual,
teojiayi is evereverever shy.

i got tons of chiaxinglin's unglam photos.
opps!

alright-y,
i finally post all the photos up.
i am in a rush for projects.
landplanning
building services.
contract admin.
it pfm

ohwell,
term tests in 2 weeks time.
next week is busy week for me.
ivy's birthday celebration @ semb park,
& elisha asked me to go down to mt faber to support her bowl Singapore Open,
which happens to be on the same day as ivy's birthday
& still there is some event on in school.
& hours later,
going to be Champs League final.!
& then hours later,
will be school.
& then,
SPB 8 pin tap challenge.
!!

i am busy!

[edit]

playing viwawa's sushido
with xiaohui & karen is fun.
(:
i miss my bowling mates.

[/edit]

i got no right to be angry with you.
so what if i'm angry,
as usual, you wont realised
until i dont speak or start pulling a face around.
insensitive, that's what your friend say about you.
like i told you before,
whenever i am pretending to be angry,
you thought i am really angry with you.
when i am really angry,
you just think i am joking.
-sigh-

2008-05-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

chua weisheng asked me to do this right at my tagboard the other day,

& you never wish me HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY.

oh well,

i am just kidding.

1) At what age do you wish to be married?

before 26. but sooooooooooo impossible can?

no bf = no talk.

2) If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 buddies you'd take and why?

stanley ; cus he can crap with me.

nicole ; so she can bytch with me.

him ; cus he makes me smile.

3) Where is the place that you want to go the most?

manchester. (:

4) If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?

family to be happy and healthy.

5) Do you believe you can survive without money?

obviously not,

no money how to get food to eat thus survive.

MY GOD.

6) What are you afraid to lose the most?

friends.

& him.

7) If you win $1 Million, what would you do?

save up! =D

8) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

obviously not.!!

9) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

joker.

caring.

creative

10) What is your dream GIRL/BOY?

omc.

that's alot can. only bel knows the 40 odd criteria to be mine.

LOL

dont smoke, dont drink that often.

gentleman. caring & understanding

its always the thought & heart that counts.

etc.

when he is around, everything will be fine.

(: (: (:

11) What kind of person do you hate the most?

bitch, the real one.

irritating annoying people.

12) If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?

nope, cus i am enjoying my life now.

but something is just missing.

13) Unconditional Love, what does it means to you?

you are willing to do anything for the person you like.

14) Any wisdom to share with your readers

never lose sight of your dreams.

15) If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place or fight?

as long i am with my family.

16) If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?

pessimisti-ism.

17) Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?

him

stan.

nicole

royson

alan

18) What's your weakest point?

keeping things to myself, not sharing.

19) Think of the person who tagged you to do this quiz. What song do you relate him/her to?

wah! i dont know.

20) What is the one thing you regret most?

if i could tell him right to the point what i want say just now,

if not he wont be that pissed off.

21)Name people who you want them to do this question.

i am good.

i dont sabo them to do this.

sheng,

i hate you!

you said,

you waited whole day for my sms.

& i told you,

same here, i waited for whole day just for you to sms me.

oh well.

i sounded so random of the random.

2008-05-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

happy belated to AHMUI-TENG!

happy birthday to daniel chua!

you made me worry that day,

didnt you realised?

& i know i made you worry too.

same old problem.

oh well,

today wasnt in the good mood right from the start of training.

-sigh-

darlings are back from their so-called graduation trip.

like finally.

they bought me a belt.

& great idea of rina's to buy me some pregnant clothings!

especially when i told them i like baggy tops.

HUH!?

shopped @ hongkong's mothercare,

think of buying one for mrs yow

& think of buying for me too right!?

i have bad girlfriends.!

oh ya,

mrs yow is again pregnant with the third kid,

i hope it's a boy!

(: (: (:

nicoleONG, you have one more cousin/kid to babysit in future!

*woots*

royson told me his sister is also pregnant after 3 months.!

alright, he is becoming an uncle!!

back tracking to friday.

met royson @ town after school

or perhaps after lunch with dear, lina & friends.
it was sooooooooooooooo pretty kind of him to accompany me the whole afternoon!

cus' i made him walked up and down orchard with me

at least he isnt piss.

oh well.

thanks bestfriend.

basically,

this trip down to town,

was to hunt for both of our mum's present for mum's day

& the upcoming birthdays' presents!

i am keeping my mouth zip about what we saw & who we buying for.

went tangs to search for some birthday present.

have a very good and fruitful hunt!

hope that he will love it.

(: (: (:

taka.

went to coach,

fail to get the right colour i want for mum.

oh sad.

& they said i can try the one at isetan shaw house or DFS Galleria for the colour of the coin purse i want.

): ): ):

anyw,

i bought a book from kino that day.

and sorry to bestfriend

cus i make him follow me in and out of zara, guess, mango, AX & other shops.

isetan @ shawhouse.

alright,

same thing.

not the colours i want.

oh well. bad timing.

coach @ dfs galleria.

still dont have!!

saw one very nice braclet.

thought of buying,

but the price is extremely too "nice" to be buy.

but something that makes me (: ,

i FINALLY FOUND CAROUSEL!!!!!!!

well, not the merry-go-round thingy!

but the restaurant!!

@ dfs galleria itself!!

i had been thinking where the shyt on earth is this place ;

scotts road scotts plaza?

isnt it close down for renovation or something?

then i realised is scotts road's royal plaza.

RAH! RAH! RAH!

the buffet restaurant that i intend to have my birthday celebration at with my friends this year.

but but but,

to my dismay,

it costs a bomb to eat there.

$100 for two.

and i saw this package thing at the entrance for mothers' day.

for eve of mom's day.

lunch is 58 bucks.

hi-tea is $39

dinner at $78

mom's day itself,

lunch is $68 or $98 for free-flow of champagne

hi-tea at $48

& dinner at $78.

*woots*

then, wenloong came and meet us.

and we went down to cine,

shop around for presents!!

& down to centerpoint.

hunt for presents.

& &

down to plaza singapura,

got ivy her clarinet reed.

bought some brownies for sapphire.

headed to woodlands to meet sapphire & jiayi,

while the guys went airport to fetch the girls!

oh well, i didnt go to airport.

i am sorry darlings~

anyway,

royson scared me hell lots that day.

retarted.

while walking to shaw house,

him: walao,so later you gonna make me walk with you from orchard to somerset, then to plaza sing. then you want me walk back to orchard just to fetch my car.

sihui: no lah, i am not that bad, but i have to cus i am rushing off to woodlands later at 6.

him: hais.

sihui: i thought you say you never drive what.

him: ya i never drive, i just say for fun.

then while walking to cineleisure,

him: lucky i never drive today or else someone is going to make me walk all the way to orchard just to fetch my car.

sihui: what's your problem?

him: nothing lah, haha.

& wenloong nearly almost spill the cat out of the bag about what they are going to buy for me for my birthday!

while shopping,

sihui: i think i want buy this watch leh, or should i buy the bag ..blah blah blah.

wenloong: can you dont buy everything from your wishlist today just because you are in the shopping mood. then like that arhs, we dont know what to buy for you for your birthday liao~

sihui : o.o

royson: OMG! that's obvious.

wenloong: oh! i smell shyt! (it means oh shyt in his terms)

tada!

i have a stupid president!

sing k @ civic.

celebrated jiayi's birthday

& i am sorry.

i rejected your very last minute offer cus i have to wake up early the next day.

i am sorry.

last day @ work wasnt fun.

got pissed by the customers.

irritating.

annoying.

RAH!

had mother's day dinner with granny and others.

kiat & hao didnt come, so was dad.

despite having reservations done up,

but the people simply just forget to leave a table for us!

myGOD.

chilli crabsssssss.

that is the only thing i could remember.

and they took hell long to settle us down.

boring.

but thanks god,

was on the phone with the evil monster.

thinking of the plan B.

after dinner event was cancelled.

cus louis, ryan & bert cant make it.

then lester and i decided to watch at home.

wanted to watch it @ harry's at esplanade,

but they got some event going on.

chijmes was our second thought.

but ryan couldn make it.

louis had dinner, so was bert.

okay i know i cancelled it.

bert was telling me I STILL CAN MAKE IT LOR.

oh well....

at least,

MAN UTD RETAIN ITS TITLE.

10TH LEAGUE TITLE!!

(: (: (:

skipped land planning lecture today

bad student.

i told you i am going to skip regardless of the thing last night.

oh well,

you just dont believe.

training was terribly bad.

wasnt in good mood.

target missed.

even my sparing was gone wrong!

RAH!!

uncle adam changed my steps.

& i just got to know i drift 10 boards.

oh man, that's bad

had dinner @ commonwealth,

with stan, ahsiao, bert, ryan, genli, louis, donric & derrick.

it was a funny time.

me and my 中国水!

中国水!

those present, will know why!

(: (: (:

pms-ed today.

i'm sorry that i appeared pissed just now.

i was very pissed indeed.

pissed with whatever i send you thru sms.

i am sorry that i ignored you just now.

but,

thanks for your concern.

and thanks for listening to my bullshyting over the phone just now.

i am still very pissed thou.

you know, i wont do it.

-sigh-

i cant wait for friday when ying is going to bomb my house.

the bad & the good of her bombing my house this weekend.

good

got accompany.

got someone to bully.

bad

she gonna hog on my computer the whole day.

(dont blame me if i didnt online people, my little cousin is hogging to it!)

a simple thought of bringing her to zoo this sunday.

but but but,

i am finding someone to go too.

-sigh-

on the second thought,

i may not be even free on sunday.

anyway, i quit my job = more time!!

vesak on monday.

no training,

going shop my day away~

(: (: (:

finally.

cant wait man!!

=D

alright,

i got to go.

class starts at 12 doesnt mean i can sleep late.

training tomorrow.

long day ; especially its tuesday!

3 hours of estate agency lecture!

RAH!

e.m

& the annoying thing.

thanks for being there when i need you.

2008-05-07T19:30:00.003+08:00

oh well,
i skipped class today.
i am so freaking lazy,
but on a brighter note,
i manage to sleep for 12 hours,
like a finally thing can!?!?
after so long, i get some beauty nutritious sleep.
(: (: (:

& i haven't submit my LOA for cca drive.
oh dear.

just came to realise,
i am owing my lecturers piles of works.
ms project's proposal.
fyp work schedule.
BS practical
land planning tutorial.
contract admin tutorial
&&
seriously i know nuts about contract admin,
know nuts about estate agency,
and i know land planning is totally full of memorising works.
my god,
common test in 2 weeks time.
just got this bad feeling my year 3 is going be dread.

year 1 training starts yesterday.
attendance was alright ; 27 turned up.
left early to muji to take my pay.
woots*
i felt rich suddenly.
just kidding.
i am such a poor kid, alright!

oh well,
i am suppose to meet royson, chay & wenloong last night @ bugis.
(saw one aeroplane fly past!)
oh well,
suppose to, but ended up they were stuck at alpha at 2000.
and roy said he is toooooooooooo lazy to drive down.
i was like omc.
whatever.
i aint angry serious.
(: (:

had a really retarted bad day.
was sleeping when few of my classmates sms-ed or called me.
RAH!
went for a haircut then.
I SWEAR I AM NOT GOING TO CUT MY HAIR @ SUN PLAZA,
NO MATTER HOW IN A RUSH I AM
OR HOW DYING I WANT TO CUT MY HAIR.

due to my laziness,
i choose to cut my spilt/dead ends and my extreme curl fringe at sun plaza.
RAH!
thinking that it will be 8 dollars odd and a few minutes to do up.
utterly "amazed" when she told me is 22 bucks.
i was like mytian~

so she do up my hair,
while i read the magazine she gave me.
mygod can,
she kept cutting and cutting and cutting.
then she asked how long i wanna kept my fringe to.
so i just said that's enough.
THEN,
SHE CONTINUED CUTTING & CUTTING & CUTTING.
at least 20 cuts of my whole hairdo,
then she asked me if i like my hair.

& you know what,
my laptop & bag were blocking the mirror,
so basically the whole cutting process,
i didnt witness it.
and i was soooooooooooo atonished when i saw my new hair.
I LOOKED LIKE SOME AH-LIAN CAN!?
i dont really like my new hair,
cus my ends start curling.
RAH!
RAH!
RAH!

alright,
i skipped alpha meeting tonight.
dont think much people will be attending either.
last minute changes.
oh well,
not the first time,
mr ng changed the time from friday to wednesday
and only informed us on that day itself.
):
oh well.
oh well.
oh well.
gonna miss our usual prata session after alpha meeting.
):
oh well.

anyway,
had to hand in ms project proposal by 12 midnight.
and i dont know a single thing to do.
& when i am still at spgg watching bert, ahsiao, moo & ryan bowling league.

anyway anyway,
nicole smsed me that the girls reach hongkong.
(:
they're coming back this friday
(: (: (:

anyway anyway anyway,
i am finding my duet for nan ren nu ren.!
(look at royson!)
haha,
you got what i mean.
(: (: (:

i felt so irritaing that i keep saying oh well oh well oh well.
RAH!

oh well,
anyway,
wigan vs manutd this weekend.
who's going ?

i am feeling so retarted out of sudden.

glad that you are around when i am bored.
(:

2008-05-05T22:44:00.003+08:00

oh well,

i think i had to rush through this entry

cus' i am in a super rush for the chelsea match later.

i know it always took me 1hour odd for me to type and edit the fonts&colours.

so,

i might cut abit & come back later.

dont mind?

anyway,

bet this got to be quite a long entry.

i am mia-ing this few days again!

i shall post an entry before anyone went to some internet cafe in taiwan,

and start bombaring my inbox or whatever mean ways she can to ask me update my blog,

before she labelled my blog as DEAD.

OMC.

oh yet again,

darlings fly off on friday evening.

something real silly/stupid happen.

NICOLE ONG GOT HER LISCENCE LIKE DONTKNOW WHEN.

so she asked her mum to let her drive to airport that friday,

along with her mum&dad, yvonne & vincent in the car.

ya, the black toyota camry that sillyNICOLE mistook for a dont-know-what-car @ bigmac center the other sunday.

so nicole was driving from woodlands down to yishun HAPPILY OR EXCITEDLY.

then,

she asked for change.

she said driving on expressway is scary.!!

OMC.

dont try to cover my mouth or shout at me when you came back SG,

cus' it was ROYSON WHO TOLD ME THIS.!!!

hahahas.

AND GUESS WHAT IS NICOLEONG'S 20th BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM HER PARENTS THIS YEAR?

...

....

...

a new car!

wth. when miss nicole dont dare to drive one expressways!

i know your first passenger of your new car will be mrNIGEL YIP.

ohwell,

i should shut up!

LOL

alright, the match is starting.

let's pray that newcastle draw or win chealsea.

alan smith or m.owen to score!!

oh man,

newcastle got to do it,

cus' i say manutd must win the title.

10th league title!!!!

(: (: (:

-brb-

alright.

draw at halftime!

(: (: (:

there's still hope

as i was saying,

i am mia-ing.

cca drive was awesome!

spbowlers recuited 127 freshies during that 3 days!

woohoo!

welldone!

thanks josh, elishamoo, bert, chunming, stan, khaz, fir & fer for forking out their precious time to be at the booth.

not forgetting ariestan, for helping me to request things from SAA for the booth & also accompanying me attend the cca drive briefing the other time at moberly.

in short,

thanks spb committee.

thou i know i didn do much for the cca drive,

despite elishamoo asked me to be incharge of the whole thing.

opps! :x

sorry!!

* * *

class ended like soooooooooooo early on friday.

joke man.

as i mentioned before,

i was blogging and was late for BS practical like 20minutes.

lurvies and i rushed down to the workshop via admin building.

the glass door was stubbornly locked on the first level.

so lurvies and i walked up to the second level to exit out to the workshop.

and she told me this,

if the glassdoor also locked, we can go home already.

BUT THE DOOR WASNT LOCK,

so we went.

upon reaching the workshop,

the class was halfempty or half-fill with my buddy classmates, up to your english vocab.

hahas.

shocked man, half empty at @ 1030, when the class starts at 1000.

dionna told us this,

your class left for t1a's motor room at level 7.

we were like HUH t1a level 7's liftmotor room!!

& i told lurvies after leaving the workshop,

we just not fated to attend practical man!

so like we reach t1a's motor room,

we listened to mr ng talked for 5 minutes at the motor room

and he dismissed us.

i was like o.o

wth~

really not fated to be in for practical that day.

cosmic on friday.

respond wasnt good.

stan got 3rd!

ming got 4th ; i think so.

woohoo!

went for movie @ cathay with stan, lester & ryan.

so funny can.!!

m18, oh well.

8.5 upon 10 i shall give.

romantic yet vulgar yet hilarious yet RA.

I’m sure that I will always be

A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,

Why must my three keep out of sight

Beneath the vicious square root sign,

I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,

with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321

Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,

Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,

Together now we multiply

To form a number we prefer,

Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds

With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued

Your love for me has been renewed

such a sweet poem by the actor in harold&kumar.

tauhuay

egg tarts (i miss suzhou's eggtart!)

soyamilk

youtiao

chinchow

chinchow mix soyamilk

@ selegie for supper.

bowl @ spgg thereafter.

ya, i know i told myself not to bowl.

i know.

alright, i know.

midnight ; time to go home.

mum&dad once again, stayed up late just to wait for me.

oh.

ryan was like saying this thing,

so funny can!

from spgg,

lester drove us down to cathay for movie

then we headed back to spgg for bowling

& lester drove him to mac's house next to cathay so that he can take nightrider home.

back and forth & back and forth.

LOL.

skipped band due to ~~backache.~~

well, actually i had backache right after the movie,

just that i didn say.

opps!

after bowling, it hurts more can!?

* * *

had lunch @ cine's xingwang hk's cafe with lester.

haw kau

siew mai

egg tarts

chee cheong fun

curry udon

ham&egg sandwiches.

milo dino

hot honey lemon

we are sooooooooooo extremely full.

walked around.

being a long time since i last shop.

wait,

when did i ever shop like mad after i came back?

hmm,

maybe that time with shenzhi at suntec city bah!

only that time!

omc.

it has been almost 2 months since i am back and i only shop like once!

myTIAN!

i want to shop this friday for mum's day.

& a little break from study before common test commences.!

I WANT TO SHOP!!

i want to revamp my whole closet.

i know someone is laughing at me when i said this.

xusihui, you said you want revamp when you are short of cash!

i know!

LOL

讲是不用钱!

hahas

(: (: (:

went for work.

work was darn irritating with darn irritating customers.

anyw,

everyone at work is so into themselves,

that we seldom joke now.

ian's getting emo out of sudden.

when ian emo = no one to lame with me = sihui bored!

rah!

chelsea leading 2-0.

RAH!

anyway,

i forgot to bring my stupid earpiece out for work.

RAH!

~~no music!~~

): ): ):

但,幸亏有你陪我讲电话,

所以我那天回家没那么寂莫.

* * *

oh well,

i vomitted my lunch on sunday afternoon.

what a thing to do, which i think i scared teng off.

the same "illness" i had whenever its exam period.

exam stress that is what the doctor called.

mygod.

now isnt exam period lah.

for what on earth does it happened now?

officially declaring,

i am out of appetite.

not that big craving for food out of sudden.

NO MORNING SICKNESS MYGOD.!

(i wonder who is that idiot who asked me that last night!)

having gastric alternate days these 2 weeks.

RAH!

i am sick in my stomach again.

oh well.

i think i should be the one visiting the doctor instead.

dinner @ vivo with him (again!) was omc.

the following tells you why.

where for dinner?

anything you choose.

again? why i choose.?

i dont know where to eat, you choose.

his pick ; sushi teh.

-long queue-

my pick ; bosses

-not appetising for me-

my pick again ; 店小二.

-long queue-

his pick ; secret recipe.

and our dinner set there.

wanting to eat cheesecake,

but was reluntanly forced to eat main course.

& as usual, no appetite,

but i managed to finish up my fish fillet, alright?

NO CHEESECAKE.!

well, secret recipe's cheesecake is must try!

but i didnt.

): ): ):

watched hansel & gretel.

6 upon 10.

not horror movie thou.

the little girl so cute!!

WHEN I SAY NOT HORROR REALLY MEANS NOT HORROR.

oh well, people knows me know what i meant.

(: (: (:

seriously, as usual the movie is draggyyyyyyyyyy.

RAH!

i had replenish my caramel choco ; once again.

my supper.

and also my favourite yougurt ;

the apple & pomelo.

hope you likes it too, thou you didnt try before.

trust me!!

LOL

my tougue is made of gold/diamond.

thou you always say its short.

hahahahaha

school as usual for today.

wanna thanks alan alot.

cus' he listened to me about my stupidsillymatters.

am i really thinking too much again?

-sigh-

maybe this is my character, always think of others & kept considering the 'what if' factor.

yet again,

making people angry or sad just because of that character of mine.

can you just tell me that everything is fine?

and its leading our way?

seriously, i dont want history to keep repeating itself on me again.

i lost once.

maybe for good.

but i dont know for now.

unknown.

training.

tragic sparing.

i had 3 5 6 pins standing.

and my solution was going nice on the line to hit pin3

& slowly or harmlessly hit the other 2 as well.

but sadly,

pin 5 stands.

i rumbled to the lanes.

& uncle adam was like laughing at me.

i am seriously sooooooooooooooooo freaking shocked and out of words.

RAH!

so was the stubborn pin 7 when i was sparing 4 & 7.

RAH!

i hate it!

alright,

time for bed.

my bed is calling me.

it miss me lor!

hahas.

class at 12noon,

but going early cus dearLURVIES dated me out in school for FYP!

stan arhs.

i so envy you can!

-sigh-

ming & ahtek are out at hk on my birthday

): ): ):

anyway,

ryan asked me to look at this,

regarding chelsea vs liverpool CL semi final 2nd league.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=CkGzaoj6DuY

thanks for everything.

but how long will it lasts?

i am doubting myself too.

what if what my friend said is true?

i am back to this stage ; 友达以上, 恋人未满.

oh well.

please whisper into my ears again,

and said i think too much, too complex.

we are much more than that.